"Draco i don't know why you don't understand when i say leave me alone" i spat crossing
y arms. "Come on y/n you know you want me" he said persawing "no draco i Don't!,you have hurt me multiple times and you expect me to forgive you after all you do is hurt me over and over again and i don't think i can take that much pain anymore!" I shouted in his face, wiping my teary eyes.
"y/n i dont know what else i can d-"
I cut him off "leave,just fucking leave me alone and dont come back apologing because its not going to work and even if u try i will tell the school what really happened in that hall and you will be kicked out of hogwarts and your father,well-
He's gonna batter you"i shouted and laughed. He moved up closer to me. Gave me goosebumps.i was a bit shaky.
"Okay fine ill leave but i dont want anything to do with you and your stupid pathetic little life,your just a joke. Also a broken soul-" he spat in my face
"Im fucking broken soul , well draco who made me a broken soul?" I quizzed.
"Well I don't know,"he said clueless.
I huffed angrily
"YOU,YOU DUMB FUCK ,YOUR TOXIC WITH DADDY ISSUES,sucks to be you" i screamed.
"Look i don't deserve this,i do a lot for u" he said i tilted my head in confusion
"You don't deserve this, I DON'T DESERVE TO BE BROKEN A MILLION TIMES AND TO BE PLAYED AND HURT. I NEED A MAN NOT A BOY , A MAN WHO CAN TREAT ME WITH RESPECT AND NOT MAKE ME CRY EVERY SECOND OF EACH DAY,DRACO, ITS JUST NOT FUCKING FAIR,AND WHAT YOU DESERVE IS A SHIT, MISERBLE LIFE,NOW GET THE FUCk out now!"
He shook his head and left...
It was now later on.
I had gone through a whole 6 boxes of tissues,and chocolates. I had completely given up . i just wanted to either die or just run away but there's nowhere to go. I was just at that point when I didn't want to feel , I needed a switch,when I can just click my fingers and the pain will go.but it's not that easy. I thought by coming back with a whole new me would make me feel like a bad bitch but turns out it's only a mindset nothing else.
I don't know what to do. I just need my mum. She always helps me when I'm down,she pulls me out.
I was laying in bed sobbing my eyes out as the thoughts running through my head,of the good memories of me and draco. When Nora came rushing in with what looked like dresses in her hands which only meant one thing. She wanted to go to a party.
"Right! Get up y/n were going to a party, get your depressed ass up now-" she looked at me with her arms crossed giving me a concerned look. "I'm just not in the mood" i got back snuggled into my bed. "Fuck no! You're coming with me to a party, it's not a slytherin one ,don't worry it's a gryffindor one - not as good as slytherins party- but you know you have other people to yet meet" she gave me a wink. Made me smile a little as I slowly got out of bed.
"Go get in the shower then, sorry hun but you stink" she said clicking her fingers and pointing at the bathroom door.
"bitch " i whispered "girl i heard that" she said, i chuckled and shook my head as i walked to the bathroom and i got into the shower.
It was now the party. Nora had got me a beautiful sparkly mini dress,and did my makeup, I didn't feel myself. I didn't want to go, but I only went because Nora wanted me to get out.
We got to the party. It had loud music and dancing. The songs were lighter songs than slytherins as usual.
I sat down at an empty table. Leg over one another,glass in hand swirling it in circles.
"Hey stranger," a common voice came from above.
"Correct" he said as he sat next to me.
"Is erm dra-" i cut him off.
"Don't" I placed my lips on his soft plumped lips.
"Sorry y/n i didn't know it was that bad"
"Very bad indeed" I said nodding , I poured my drink down my throat before getting up and left Fred sitting there. I wandered off. I wasn't drunk. I was just bored and not having fun.
"ADAM" i saw adam and shouted as i ran over to him and grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the common room to the stairs outside the common room.
I pushed him against the wall and kissed him. He definitely liked it and he gave me a smile.
-Guyyys im so so sorry i havent posted in weeks ,im so sorry. i really am. i just didnt know what to write once again.but ill try and write another one today and one tommrrow. I also I've decided not to post updates on my insta cause it's a bit difficult,please don't ask why. Also my books are still on inkitt if u prefer to read on their