We sit on his couch as we smoke some weed. I remain calm as I take a small inhale from my blunt. While he takes large ones from his. His cold calloused hand sits on my upper thigh. He had his signature rings on and clipped nails that have a layer of clear nail polish. I feel giddy inside until I remember...
"I love you Suna"
"I love you too s-s-sweetheart."
My blood runs cold and I stiffen. Immediately wanting him to remove his hand from my thigh.
"What's wrong?" He asks, probably feeling me tense.
"Hmm? Oh nothing, I'm just nervous since I have a math test tomorrow." I sigh. Lying, hoping he doesn't see straight through them. He stares at me for a second.
"What?" I ask softly, not wanting to seem to hostile. Yet.
"Nothing, just admiring your pretty e/c eyes..." he smirks.
I roll my eyes at him and shake my head.
"If you keep rolling your eyes I'll make sure they get stuck like that." He chuckles.
I look at him wide eyed and blush out embarrassment, "IDIOT! DON'T JUST SAY THINGS LIKE THAT!"
He laughs and removes his hand from thigh.
"I feel like shit. I'm gonna go shower, wait for me." Suna says as he puts out his blunt in the ashtray. He gets up and walks to his bedroom door.
"Ok,I'm just gonna watch Hulu," I respond and grab the TV remote.
He nods and grabs his towel from the hook behind the his bedroom door. He walks down the hallway and towards the bathroom. I hear the bathroom door open and close. Along with the lock clicking, and the fan being turned on. Then the water is turned on. I look towards my left and see his phone next to the ashtray.
I grab it and press the home button since he didn't have a password.
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1 2 3
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You got to be shitting me-
What the fuck would he have as a password?
Maybe my birthday?
ACCESS DENIED (1/10)
SHIT I ONLY HAVE 10 TRIES!
Maybe his birthday?
ACCESS DENIED (2/10)
I slam my fingers against the keyboard. Hitting four specific numbers.
I gasp in shock. I shake my head and focus once again, I open the photos app. I clench the phone tightly. His camera roll is filled with weed,lewd photos of girls, school fights, group photos, and a few selfies. I ignore the rest and hurriedly scrolled through his camera roll. Ashlee had said her hand was placed on her stomach, and she had pink nails on.
I scroll until I see the specific date of when the party was. There. Two photos of Ashlee, one of her chest and another of her womanhood. I cringe in disgust,how could someone do this? Does the person who took these photos heard of what consent is?
I press the delete button on both photos. I then press the back button so I see all of his albums. I ignore the titles and scroll down to 'RECENTLY DELETED'. I see Ashlees photos along with a few others. I select Ashlees photos and press the 'PERMANENTLY DELETE?'. The photos fade away.
The photos are gone.
I'm going to have my best friend back!
I jump up in joy, until I hear the water turn off. I quickly shut off his phone and place it back to where it was and grab my bag. I pack up my belongings as I hear him move around the bathroom. I creep out of his bedroom door and down the hallway. I slowly go down the stairs, specifically avoiding the second to the bottom step since it creeks loudly. I shuffle to the front door and quickly slip on my shoes. I put on my black jacket and wrap Ashlees red scarf around my neck. I put my hood on.
"Y/n?" I hear Suna call out.
Shit. HURRY Y/N!
I finish tying my laces and unlock the door. The locks clicks are extremely loud and the door creeks loudly as I swing it open and run out. The cold December winds whiplashed my face and cold icy water pours down.
I immediately dial Ashlees number since I had to delete her contact due too Suna telling me so. I continue to run down the block and across the street, running towards the main road. My body getting more soaked by the second. Thunder boomed through the streets.
"Hello?" I hear Ashlees soft voice through the phone.
"I DID IT." I say between heavy breaths.
"REALLY?" She squeals.
"YES REALLY! I NEED YOU TO MEET ME AT THE 7/11 NEAR THE SCHOOL!" I say
"OK ILL BE THERE!" She says and I hear rustling.
"IM GONNA HANG UP NOW!"
I hang up the phone and slip it into my bag. I'm about 7 blocks from the main road. I then hear a car engine rumbling and driving up behind me. I turn my head over my shoulder and see Suna's car. And a very angry Suna driving it.
Im gonna die.
I continue one running as he drives besides me. He rolls down his window and speaks to me.
"You know you look so stupid right now." He says. I keep running. My lungs burning due to the immense coldness I feel. I rub my eyes as I run to try to see better through the rain.
"I don't care!" I respond.
"You need me! Without me you are nothing! I saw that you deleted Ashlee's photos! Was this her plan? She hooked up with your ex you now!" He snaps back.
"I DONT NEED ANYBODY." I yell and stop. Staring him dead in the eye. Panting heavily. As the rain slams down onto the ground.
He looks taken aback. I take advantage of this moment like the countless of times he took advantage of me.
"YOU SLEEP AROUND WITH OTHER GIRLS. CALL AND FLIRT WITH OTHER GIRLS. HURT ME PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. AND SAY IM A BAD GIRLFRIEND? I LOVE YOU SUNA. NO, I LOVED YOU SUNA. PAST TENSE. IVE SHOWN YOU NOTHING BUT AFFECTION AND LOVE AND YET YOU REJECT ME. YOU ASKED ME TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND, WAS IT ALL JUST TO USE ME?" I yell, clenching my fists.
I stand up tall, no tears threatening to spill from my eyes. For I was not going to spill tears and waste time over an incompetent little boy. Because just like Ashlee had said,
"I DESERVE BETTER!"
And with that, I run on to the main road and towards the school. Leaving Suna there in his car running in the middle of the street.
The storm over sea was one ferocious storm. Large waves crashed down hard and thunder boomed through the dark gray skies. Lighting struck the water in jagged lines. And the waves threatened to bring down their ship. In which it did, one huge wave crashed down onto the ship and dragged it underneath the turbulent dark blue waters. As Suna fought to say above the water, it was no use. As for y/n? Well, she had escaped on a small raft, drifting away from the wreckage and away from the storm. She was happy . At last, she had no need to pretend anymore.
A/n: Sorry that this chapter is so short but y/n clapped back 🥱.