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๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข'๐˜ด ๐˜—๐˜–๐˜
๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข'๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ
๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ 20๐˜ต๐˜ฉ
9:00 ๐˜ฑ.๐˜ฎ

THE BEACH BY THE NEIGHBORHOOD
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She left me.

How?

This isn't how it was supposed to happen.

I was gonna leave her.

Because I always leave first.

Because I have to leave first.

Because the person who gets left behind is the person who gets hurts.

SO TELL ME WHY THE FUCK IM THE ONE WHO IS LEFT BEHIND?

I slam my fist on to the steering wheel. I had driven into the Pine park skating parking lot. The rain beating down heavily against the windshield. Y/n reminds me of her,

Vanessa.

FLASHBACK
"You're are so useless you know RinRin?" Vanessa says as she kisses him.

"W-what?" I ask as warm tears begin to run my face.

"You're useless, say it with me sweetheart."

"I'm useless..." I say and she smiles.

"So submissive, how adorable. Now get on your knees."

I complied and got on my knees, she placed a foot on my shoulder.

"Stay down their for a second so that you learn. I'm above and you are below."

END OF FLASHBACK

FUCK. I was just like Vanessa. I saw y/n as me, my superiority complex was no god complex. But it was made from the day Vanessa left me.

FLASHBACK

"Do you trust me RinRin?" Vanessa asked we sat on a bench in the Pine park skating park.

"I trust you Vanessa." I eagerly respond.

"Aww, how sweet. You are so cute I want to eat you all up!" She says and squished my cheeks. I giggle.

"No seriously. I want to watch you crumble." She deadpans and looks me in my eyes. A emptiness fills her blue eyes as they bore into mine.

END OF FLASHBACK

Tears run down my face as I cradle myself in my arms.

My embrace doing nothing to warm myself from the cold memories of her cold being.

FLASHBACK

"YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKER!" Vanessa yells and hits me with her textbook in the face.

I fall to the ground and hold my nose. I begin to cry as blood flows from my nose down my face.

I look up and see Vanessas cold blue eyes.

"Dumbass."

END OF FLASHBACK

"NO! IM NOT LIKE HER. I AM HER. WHY DID I DO SUCH HORRIBLE THINGS?" I cry and bang my head against the steering wheel.

FLASHBACK

"Lets fuck sweetheart." She smirks

"I don't want to Vanessa, I'm not comfortable...." I mumble.

It's quiet for a second but then she bursts out laughing.

"Stop being a pussy." She says.

"I'm serious, I don't want to have s-s-sex...."

"I don't care. You belong to me. Be a good boyfriend and fuck me."

And with that, I forcefully lost my virginity to Vanessa that night.

END OF FLASHBACK

I shake as sobs rack through my body.

FLASH BACK
"Were breaking up."

"W-what why?" I cry as warm tears fall down my face.

"I don't need nor want you anymore. I don't need anybody." Vanessa stated, her words were sharp and cold. Meant to hurt.

"No please! I need you!" I sob and reach out to her, hugging her.

She kept her arms to the sides. She raises them but pushes me back and slaps me across the face. I stumble back and fall on to my ass.

"Don't touch me you worthless piece of shit. You're so god damn clingy it's nasty."

I stare at her baffled as she walks away from me, leaving me crying in the rain. While she walked away under her umbrella, with the same stone cold face.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Y/n.....I'm sorry.....I'm sorry....." I sobbed repeatedly.

I wanted her back. Cause she truly loved me, like how my mother and father once did. She didn't use me for my body, unlike the rest. What do I even feel for her?

Love?









Yes. Indeed, I truly love her.



But I lost her.

















เผปโœงเผบ เผปโœงเผบ เผปโœงเผบ




~๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ~

๐˜ /๐˜ฏ'๐˜ด ๐˜—๐˜–๐˜
7/11 ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ป๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ
๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜บ 28th
5:30 p.m.


WE ARE YOUNG BY FUN.
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"I can't believe we graduated..." Ashlee mumbles as she slurps her slurpy.

"I know, we went through some crazy shit." I say as I sip on mine as we sat on the curb. The summer breeze causing a slight tingling sensation throughout my body.

We had graduated a month ago and now we are waiting until September to move into out dorms and for the semester to start. I had lost weight and dealt with my acne every since I left Suna. I went from 170 lbs all the way to 120 lbs. I worked out everyday and ate healthy. And thankfully I stopped using hand soap to wash my face. My hair had grown beautifully and I finally could look good in the clothes I desired too.

I wore a white pleated skirt with an oversized shirt. Ashlee wore a dark blue tank top with a flannel and shorts.

"YO Y/N!"

"OI BAKA I GET TO SAY 'HI' FIRST YOU BRAT!"

Me and Ashlee look up and see the Miya twins running towards us. Around March, Atsumu apologized to me for the things he had said. As for Osamu, he said that he had unfriended Suna. Both of them stopped talking or interacting with Suna. I forgave them and they started hanging out with me and Ashlee.

Osamu runs towards me and envelopes me in a hug. I place my slurpy on the sidewalk and warp my arms around him.

"You're so beautiful Y/n!" Osamu laughs "You look happier!"

I laugh, "Thanks, I finally decided to take care of myself. And now my waist be looking snatched like an hourglass."

Everyone laughs. Atsumu goes in and kisses Ashlee on the cheek. Osamu pulls away from the hug and looks at Atsumu.

"Ew go get a room." Osamu deadpans.

"ILL FIGHT YOU!" Atsumu says and jokingly puts up his fists.

Osamu runs at him and they start wresting each other.

"Oh my god could this get any worse-"

"HEY! HEY! HEY!" I hear someone loudly say from the distance.

We all turn to see who had said it and see who had called out. We all see the familiar grayed black spiky hair, along with the familiar serious raven head.

"BOKUTO!" Ashlee yells and runs up to him, leaving her slurpy on the sidewalk. She runs up to him jumps onto him. Wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. He hugs her back and smiles. Atsumu and Osamu runs up to them and join in the hug.

They all lived in the same apartment complex for awhile, so they grew close. Especially Bokuto and Ashlee. Bokuto was friends with Kuroo until he learned about the situation and dropped him.

Akaashi walks pass them and takes a seat next to me. He smiles. Me and Akaashi were the chill ones in the group and usually stuck closer each other. He leaned his head on my shoulder as I took a sip of my blue raspberry slurpy.

"Y/n-chan can I have a sip please" He pouts and looks up at me. I giggle and hold the slurpy out to him so that the straw was in front of his mouth. He takes a sip but then begins to drink the whole thing.

"Hey! No fair you drank it all." I pout and scoot away from him, crossing my arms, pretending I'm angry.

"Aww don't be like that. Come on, I'll buy you another one a size bigger." He says and runs inside the store. I blush as I see him frantically fill up a cup through the glass doors. I smile and stand up. I stretch and yawn.

Ashlee runs towards me hugs me.

"I JUST FOUND OUT WERE ALL GOING TO TOYKO UNIVERSITY!" Ashlee yells in my ear.

I smile "Really? That's great!"

Akaashi runs out the store and holds out a extra large slurpy towards me awkwardly. He looks at the ground blushing.

"AW AKAASHI GOT YOU A SLUSHY! YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE! MY HEART CANT TAKE IT!" Ashlee squeals clutches the part of her chest that is over her heart.

I giggle and take the slushie from Akaashi's hand, my hand brushes against his and he turns red.

"Thanks Akaashi! A small would have been fine, I was joking!" I giggle and pat his head.

"LETS GO TO PINE PARK YALL IM BORED!" Atsumu yells.














"I trust you"














I stiffen at the thought. My grip on my slushy tightens. My breathing increases in pace. I stare off into space thinking about everything that happened.

Ashlee looks over at me and grips my shoulders. She stares me into my eyes.

"You are safe. He won't hurt you anymore. We could always go to a different park if you want." Ashlee says softly. The group falls quiet and looks at us with a sympathetic gaze.

I take a deep breath and exhale.

"I need to overcome my fear. Lets go!" I say cheerfully.

The mood lightens and we all begin to walk down the block towards Pine park.

I smile as I sip my slushy, the sun beaming down my face. And the soft summer breeze causes my skirt to sway. My hair flows gracefully as we walk. The groups talks as I linger behind, taking it all in. The happiness I felt and the freedom.

I am happy.



























The storm is over. And the sun peaks through the clouds that were now fading away. The water was calm and her raft sat on the shore. The waves brushing against the edge of it. The warm breeze casted over the land. Y/n had reached shore and had finally left the calm sea onto stable ground. For the serenity of life was euphoric. A pure state of bliss. She looked ahead of her, there stood her friends. Smiling and holding their hands out. Pulling her out the raft, she gladly took their hands and walked out the raft and onto land. The storm was over, and she was safe.



















Yet















Her voyage has only started. For she would return back to sea.

























And another storm was brewing.





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