Maybe I should give up.
How am I even going to tell her?
I can’t even talk to anyone properly without being awkward and shy.
Tell me how to do it.
Show me how to have confidence.
Show me how to not fear rejection.
Show me how to be better for myself.
But what if she can confess to me.
Say that I love you.
Say they’ve been interested in me for a long time now.
What if that’s how it’s been fated all this time?
And I just have to wait.
Don’t worry I’ll wait.