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I sighed, not wanting to live anymore ; but i guess itโs worth living or whatever the fuck Symere said. Today was another rough day, getting played over and over again, sometimes I wonder, what would happen if I was gay ; like iโm already questioning my sexual orientation, i feel like it would be worth it. I kept zoning out and thinking about random stuff until I felt my phone vibrating, and it was Jah calling me.
โAye vro, i need you to do me a favorโ, he said with a hint of nervousness in his voice. โJahseh Onfroy what did you do this timeโ, I said in a concerned tone โWell I accidentally pissed off Stokeley so can I stay at yours for the nightโ, he replied quickly. I sighed and said โGo aheadโ and hung up. Lord iโm going to regret letting him stay the night but heโs my friend so iโma let him.
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I arrived at Jareโs house and knocked on the door, I brought a small backpack with me and it contained the clothes for the night, my toothbrush and toothpaste, and thats it. Jarad opened the door and let me in. โSo, Jah what happened, if you donโt mind explaining.โ He said being the nosy fat bastard he is. โWell, me and Stokeley basically got into an argument because he thought I was cheating when my friend texted me for help on getting a girlfriend..โ I said shyly. โSheโs literally lesbianโ, I added on. He just shook his head and went into the kitchen ; โyou want anythingโ, he asked me. โDo you have any drinksโ, I said kindly. โYeah, which one do you wantโ, he said as he held 2 different cans, one was ginger ale the other one was pepsi. โGinger Ale vro, thank youโ I said to him. He gave it to me and I opened it and took a sip of it ; it felt refreshing.
It was a few hours since iโve arrived, my mind drifted off onto Stokeley, but I stopped thinking about him. โSo Jare, any luck into finding girlsโ I said wiggling my eyebrows and laughed. He gave me a sad look and said โman to be honest with you, iโm starting to think that all girls are the same.โ โwhat makes you think thatโ i asked genuinely. โto be honest, itโs just everytime i get into a relationship, i blow the chances of a healthy relationship and i end up getting hurt but they act like the victims.โ i let out a frown and said โJare, you donโt need that bad energy in your life. OH! can i please find you a boyfriendโ, i begged him
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I thought about Jahseh said and Iโll give it a try, sure i might get clowned at because people wouldnโt think me out of ALL people would be gay.. well it doesnโt mater. โI mean, go ahead Jahโ, I said so he wonโt beg me anymore. He exclaimed with joy and said โI have the perfect guy for youโ. Lord i donโt know if itโs a good idea to trust him but i am right now.
Itโs been a few hours now ; and Jahseh thinkโs its a good idea to go McDonaldโs but iโm craving In n Out like i always do. โCโmon Jare, letโs get different food.โ, he said complaining. I groaned and said โfineโ, we stood up and went to the car. And at this point and I was bored already. We got our food and went back home together.
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(more will happen in the second chapter)