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饾櫝饾殬 饾櫨饾殶饾殠饾殯鈽曪笌- 饾殐. 饾櫨饾殥饾殧饾殜饾殸饾殜

Summary

"饾摮饾摼饾摷饾摻 饾摻饾摳饾摲饾摬饾摪饾摫饾摻?" could they learn how to love together?

Genre:
Romance / Fantasy
Author:
h谩寞艂臋每
Status:
Ongoing
Chapters:
1
Rating:
n/a
Age Rating:
18+

鈥⑻┨┩欌湬鈥⑻┨┩欚潝○潝潝狆潝︷潝梆潝︷潝潝⑻┨┩欌湬鈥⑻┨┩

锞*鈽*锞 銈滐緹*鈽*锞 銈滐緹*鈽*锞 銈滐緹*鈽*锞
鈹 鈹 鈹 鈹 鈹 鈹
鈹 鈹 鈹 鈹 藲鉁 鈰嗭健藲 鉁
鈹 鈹 鈹 鉁
鈹 鈹 鉁
鈹 鈯 鉁


鈥減lease. just don鈥檛 make it harder than it has to be.鈥測ou mumble.

鈥測/n wait.鈥 tooru calls out to you.

storming off before he could finish himself, leaving tooru behind heartbroken, you try to wrap your head around what just happened.

this was for the best,

i deserve better,

so does he,

right?

it wasn鈥檛 a shocker to you that your relationship had to end. it was bound to happen in your opinion.

you both had different goals in life; both paths veering off in opposite ways.

he only had one priority in life and that was volleyball. tooru make that very clear going into the relationship but you didn鈥檛 think it would be that big of a deal.

you also had one priority in life as well; finding happiness. that鈥檚 been a hard goal to reach.

they say you could find happiness in a person; does that apply to everyone?

hook up after hook up, hoping you would find the one. never did.

until tooru. he brought everything. happiness, love, warmth... you name it.

but there鈥檚 always that point in a relationship where things just go down hill; either you make it together or split apart on your way down.

recently he鈥檚 been not all there. he didn鈥檛 answer your calls, reply to your texts, or even keep his window unlocked for you.

and you couldn鈥檛 lie, this wasn鈥檛 all his fault. it鈥檚 not like you went out of your way to make ends meet.

this was different to you. your first relationship other than friends-with-benefits type thing.

you both were strangers in a relationship.

you hadn鈥檛 fully opened up to tooru quite yet, you didn鈥檛 want things moving quickly.

come to think of it now; you didn鈥檛 know much about tooru.

on the outside his persona was this charming talented guy but on the inside that was all unknown to you.

what was he really like?

behind closed doors,

was he

affectionate?

positive?

selfish?

impatient?

you would never know. he didn鈥檛 give you the time of day for anything really; so why would you? why should you feel obligated to hear him out?

you shouldn鈥檛,

you should?

鈥測/n!鈥 he tries to call out as you hop in your car, quickly driving off to avoid being bombarded with the 鈥渋鈥檓 sorry, i鈥檒l make it up to you鈥 line.

tooru was a good guy, he did treat you well. there was no reason for you to complain, it was just out of your comfort zone you could say.

it was almost like you were living in a fairy tail or in a movie that was constantly playing on loop.

you weren鈥檛 ready for something like this yet.

*

鈥渉ajime can we not do this right now~鈥 you groaned laying back down on your bed.

鈥渨ait hold on, what expression did he have? the stupid one or the shitty one?鈥 he chuckled.

鈥渢he shitty one鈥 you chuckled.

鈥測ou should鈥檝e told me and i could鈥檝e tagged along with you! i would pay to see his fa-鈥 hajime was cut off with his phone ringing.

鈥渋t鈥檚 him.鈥

鈥渁nswer it, i don鈥檛 care鈥 you shrug fixing your attention back to your phone.

he answers it putting tooru on speaker so the both of you could hear him.

鈥渋wa-chan come comfort me~鈥 he whines.

鈥渘o.鈥

鈥渨hat do you mean no?! i just got dumped and you say no to comforting me?鈥

鈥測ou brought this onto yourself shittykawa.鈥

鈥測ou鈥檙e with her aren鈥檛 you?鈥

hearing that accusation made you perk up; shaking your head no to hajime, trying to tell him to say no.

鈥渘o?鈥

鈥渢ell her i said i hope she鈥檚 okay..鈥

鈥渁nd tell him i said fuck you.鈥 you say out loud in a jokingly manor, forgetting he鈥檚 on speaker-phone.

鈥渙h. okay.鈥

BEEP

鈥測ou really know how to hurt that guys feelings huh?鈥 hajime jokes.

鈥渋 didn鈥檛 mean to say that out loud!鈥

turning your phone back on, you鈥檙e met with a picture of you and tooru cuddling on your lock screen. you stop and admire how sincere the picture looked. it felt real, and definitely looked real. was it real to him? or me for that matter,

鈥測ou don鈥檛 have to cut him out of your life completely, you know?鈥

鈥渋t鈥檚 for the better.鈥

鈥渓ook, i know i haven鈥檛 been giving you the best advice, but you need closure too. besides, it鈥檚 a cute picture.鈥

鈥渋t just doesn鈥檛 feel right. i wish i wasn鈥檛 such an ass, then maybe we could鈥檝e lasted longer.鈥 you groan shoving your face in a nearby pillow.

鈥測ou know, he always talked about you during practice. never once did i hear that guy talk about anything but you.鈥

鈥渨hen he was ghosting you, he had somewhat of a legitimate reason too. nationals were coming up and it had everyone on edge.鈥 he added.

鈥渄id i take this too far?鈥 you ask.

鈥渋f you feel like you did the right thing, then that鈥檚 your call.鈥 hajime reassures.

鈥渨ell i gotta get to practice now, see ya later?鈥 he asks quickly.

鈥測eah, see ya.鈥

with what hajime left you with thinking of the possibility that maybe this wasn鈥檛 the right thing to do... but it doesn鈥檛 excuse tooru鈥檚 actions,

*

waking up from your cat nap you turn to your phone and see that you have 23 missed calls and 3 voicemails from tooru.

you decide to at least listen to his voicemails, maybe it was an emergency?

hey it鈥檚 me. i just- i just wanted to apologize. i don鈥檛 know if it was something i did to make you want to end things but i鈥檓 sorry. could we at least talk this out? you mean a lot to me y/n. swing by my dorm anytime you鈥檙e free to talk...

1:05 鈹鈹鈹|鈹鈹鈹鈹鈹鈹 2:53
|鈼 II 鈻穦
鈭 鈫
after waiting about 30 seconds the awkward silence on his side was enough to convince yourself that鈥檚 all he had to say.

you were definitely considering talking to him sometime. he deserved the closure; and so did you.

what would you say to him?

i鈥檓 sorry?

it was just overwhelming?

or could you use the classic 鈥渋t wasn鈥檛 you, it was me鈥 line.

or you could write him a letter?

that would make me sound like a pussy.

it鈥檚 not like i鈥檓 scared to talk to him, it鈥檚 just what would i say? how would i say it? would i lie or tell him the truth?

unlocking your phone and opening the imessage application; scrolling down to find the contact.


T 鈾

-Darling
hey, i got your voicemails. i could
come over tomorrow night at around
8 if that works with you ?
9:57 pm

T -
yeah that works, i鈥檓 glad
you accepted my offer:)
9:57 pm
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