If We had 5 more minutes [H.S]

Chapter 3

*Abby Hart*

“Here we go again...” I mutter under my breath. Back to school and the same old shit, but a different day.

“Hello my angles! Today you are going to give the person next to you compliments!” Our teacher says.

Well...

“You are pretty cool uhh..” Harry starts, “When you’re quite and not annoying i guess..” he finishes.

“The same thing can go for you...” I roll my eyes

“i love it when you uhh...” I start “I love it how you think that you are cool when you make other people look down on them selves, when you make people think bad about themselves, when you make people wanna die.” I Finish.

“I just tell the truth, Baby” He smirks and winks.

I hate him so much! If he died right now i wouldn’t even care, not even a little bit.

Ok thats a lie, i would care.

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The class ended, i went out with Elena and we talked a bit. After that i went home, straight to my bed and laid down.

*Harry styles*

She really thinks that her words mean something, they are pieces of shit just like her.

I was eating then she called, why would she call me? I picked up the phone and said

“Miss me already baby?”

“Shut the hell up” Her voice was a bit shaky, was she crying? Not that i care or something, she cries at every single little thing.

“Then why did you call?” I ask

“Yea uhh... I just checked the email we got and yea we have to work together, my house tomorrow, 5:30 pm.” she says “We can take it in your house if you want tho.” She adds.

“Sounds good! Your house 5:30 pm” I say.

“Bye.” She says softly

“Bye” I say back.

She hangs up, I continue eating my food.

*Abby Hart*

I lay in my bed, I hate everything, Everyone and mostly Myself, I just wanna be happy, like everyone else, why can’t I just be happy, I just wanna live my life, maybe I should end it, maybe I should end my life...

I punch myself, I hate thinking about sucide, but i can’t help it! Why can’t it just stop.

I want it to stop, why doesn’t it stop.

I get up from my bed and take a shower, I close my eyes and let the water go down my skin.

After some minutes i get out, I put on my sleeping clothes on and jump in the bed, the next thing i know is that its morning.

Wait! harry is coming today, i check the time and its 1 pm, did i sleep for that long?

I put on a outfit and do my makeup, it always makes me feel better. I cover my scars with makeup. I hope i don’t get panic attacks today, just today is that too much to ask for?

I go in my living room and watch TV.

It’s been hours, he will come in half an hour, i go up to my room clean up all of the mess i made and make my room look less depressing I guess.

Someone rings the bell, it must be Harry.

“Coming!” I shout as i go downstairs.

I open the door and there he is.

“Hi” he says

“Hi... uhh umm come in” I say with a smile, he doesn’t smile back ouch.

He comes in I take him to my room, I give him some water and chips to eat, and then we start working.

“Where are your parents? I mean if you live with them” He asks

“Mom is dead, I don’t talk to my dad anymore” I shrug

“Oh, Im sorry” He says

“Why are you sorry? It’s not like you killed mom.”

He stays quiet.

We continue working again.

“Finally done” He yawns

“Yeah.” I agree

He looks at his phone, and again up to me. “Is it alright if I can stay here for a little longer?” He asks.

“I was actually going out with some people, I mean you can come if you want to” I say.

“Cool, im in” he says.

We get ready and go out.

“They are gonna pick us up” I tell him.

“Oh ok” He says.

They finally come, we get in their car and they drive.

“Guys this is Harry, Harry this is Zayn, Liam, Niall, Bella, Gigi, Maya, Jade, Zendaya, Tom Max, Ava and Conor.”

“Hi” Harry says

“Hey” They say back

“Whats up with his sad face, is he depressed or something?” Zendaya asks looking at him.

“Zendaya we talked about this...“Liam says

“I was just kidding, Your face isn’t too bad, kinda depressing but y’know its cool” Zendaya says and winks.

“So what music are we listening too?” Zayn asks trying to change the subject.

“Lets listen to your Music Zayn!“I say

“What no that’s embarrassing” He looks at me like i just killed somebody.

“Oh come on, it’s literally so good!” I try to convince him, i don’t know why he is embarrassed, he has such good music and his voice is really good too.

“Ok i guess” He sights “Which song?” He asks.

“Window still!” Me And Bella shout.

“Ok, Ok” Zayn says with his hands up making us laugh.

The song comes on and we sing along.

“So Zayn, who is this song about?” I ask smirking

Zayn looks at me awkwardly

“Yea Zayn who is this song about” Gigi asks with her arms crossed raising one of her eyebrows.

“Looks like someone’s jealous” Niall says laughing.

“Niall i taught you were in my team, y’know what blonde boy you just started a war.” Gigi says playfully, we always treat Niall like our little brother, I mean how can you not?

We’ve been driving for a bit, and now we’re finally here. We get out of the car and go to Zayn’s place.

We just talk and have fun, “Zayn you didn’t answer the question we asked in the car.” Niall says grinning. “Oh c’mon man!” Zayn says. “Just say the name!” We all shout, (Harry just looks at us like we’re some weird kids from Harry potter but cheap version) “Uh.. Abby” Zayn says, we all start laughing, (The song isn’t for me, it was just some jokes between all of us.) Harry looks at me, he must think that Zayn was for real. “Zayn we know just who this song is about” I look at him then at Gigi smirking. I go to the kitchen to get a drink, me and Zayn have been friends since we were kids, he’s like a brother to me. He was always there for me, always gave me hope, always listened to me, I don’t think i could ever survive for this long if he didn’t help me. He is such and angle, sometimes i wonder if God sent him here so he could make this world a better place. He cares about everyone, even about the people who treated him like shit. How is he even real, he is just too perfect to be real.

I take out the drink and Harry stood behind me.

“So he is your boyfriend huh?” He says and smirks.

“No, we’re just friends.” I answer taking a sip.

“So why did he write that song for you?” Harry grins.

“He didn’t” I say and take another sip, Harry looks at me raising a eyebrow.

“We were just joking around, that song isn’t for me, and we’re just friends.” I say.

“Just friends mhm” He says. Why can’t i have guy friends without people thinking that we’re dating! If one person says that again im gonna kick their ass. Not that I don’t like Zayn, i love him BUT as friends. And anyways him and Gigi are dating.

“We’re Just F R I E N D S asshole! And he is dating Gigi so shut the hell up” I snap

“So you got friend zoned” Harry said and grins.

“Who got friend zoned” Zayn says walking towards me, looking at Harry.

“I think mrs Abby.” Harry speaks

“What idiot would friend zone Abby?” Zayn says and puts his arm around my shoulders, making me smile.

“It’s nothing, but I have so much to tell you come” I say and pull Zayn with me.

“What do you want to say?” He asks

“Ok so you know i came out as lesbian but then i realised that im bi right?” I tell him.

“Yea, What about it?” He asks

“Ok so i’ve been seeing this girl-”

“No way” He interrupts “Im sorry i’ll stay quiet” he adds making me smile,

“So yea I’ve been seeing this girl, She is really nice and fun to be around and we are kinda... dating...” I finish

“That is awesome I HAVE to meet her” he says.

“Ok, I can show you a picture of her.” I say as i find a picture and show him.

“Damn she’s hot-” I hit his arm “I was kidding” He laughs “But she is really pretty, you two would look amazing together.“He says smiling, I just give him a ‘Aww I love you’ look and hug him.

“Wait its Saturday?” I asks

“Yea why?”

“She is coming today!” How could i forget it!

“She can come here.” He says

“Really? Thank you Zayn! Really! You’re a life saver. I Love You!” I Say as i call her.

After some time, she rings my bell.

“Please be normal” I warn them

“Have I ever been wired?” Niall says rolling his eyes playfully.

I open the door and let her in. She walks in, she has pink hair, she has on mascara and eyeliner, she looks beautiful.

“Hi Anna, Guys this is Anna, Anna this are my friends.”

“Im Zayn”

“Im Bella”

“Im Gigi”

“Hello im Niall and im Irish! Im also really funny!”

“Hi, Im Elena”

All of the introduce themselves, but of course Harry doesn’t.

“Hi!” She says to Harry with a big smile, but he just rolls his eyes and nods, her smile slowly fades away. I hate it when people do it to her! I mean is it so hard to be kind and just smile to a person who is exited to meet you? She always thinks people don’t like her, always thinks about what everyone thinks about herself, she’s scared to be herself...

“Ok so me and Anna have been seeing each other, and we’re uh dating.” I say kinda nervous.

“No way! You guys look so cute together” Elena says excited.

“Thank you” Anna says, she’s smiling now, Elena is good at making people comfortable with her.

“Wait are you guys getting married? Am i invited? Is the food good? We need ” Niall asks.

“Niall... What?” Elena looks at him with a confused look, he gives her a awkward smile.

“So your lesbian?” Harry asks me.

“Bi actually” I correct him.

“So how long have you been dating?” Zayn asks,

“For some weeks actually.“Anna smiles

“Are there any premonitions you guys prefer?” Zayn asks us.

“I prefer she, thank you for asking” Anna says smiling.

“I prefer she or they, mostly she though” I smile.

“Take a seat!” Bella says, Anna walks over and sits next to me.

“You looks beautiful, I like your hair its cool” Niall complaints

“Thank you.” She smiles.

“Ok so who’s in for a movie?” I ask

“We’re in!” They all shout.

“I uhh have to go, bye.” Harry says. I hope he is alright.

But everything went good, better than i expected.

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