3/23/21 the same night
You couldn’t believe it, he’s dead, he’s actually dead.
You got out of his mom’s grasp falling down onto your knees uncontrollably crying , you wanted nothing more than to wake up from this terrible nightmare but sadly it was reality.
Tears from deep inside coursed around your cheeks, flowing down your face like a river escaping a dam. You could hear hiccups escaped your mouth
You were a crying mess
“Where did they found him” you spoke up
“In a alleyway, he was found laying down in the corner” one of the cops answered
You cried harder this time, this time you realize you will never hear him again everything about him is gone only memories can help you escape
You wanted nothing more than to scream out of frustration, sadness
You were in denial you didn’t want to give up so easily
“How, how did it happened” you asked while choking on your own saliva
“As of right now we are classifying it as an overdose since we found some heroin in his pocket, we need to do an Auto-topsy to figure out the real cause of his death,” he confirmed.
It was hard to believe it, an overdose really ? From the time knowing Kuroo until now he never showed any sign of doing drugs.
You now remembered the real reason you came to his house, for the letter.
You finally got up from the ground as you stood up you spoked out “i came here because i got this letter from kuroo i don’t know if it could be any help,it probably will but i want his parents to read it first then you two could have it” you looked at two cops then turned around to his parents handing them the letter.
It took a while for them to read it, not knowing what to say after but the one thing they knew was. He meant everything he wrote in that letter.
Not long after the two cops read it, “Ubugawa high huh,that school has been under suspicion for selling drugs especially the volleyball team” one of the guys spoke out.
“y/n it’s getting pretty late now i think you should head home, please let me know once you get there” she advised
“Yeah maybe I will i’ll be back tomorrow, i love you” you approved while hugging her and the father.
As you walked away one thing was on your mind
“How would i tell Kenma and Bokuto”
In your diary
“It’s been a while since I’ve written on here, what am I kidding it’s barely been 3 days.
It hurts you know i miss him, he made me feel something nobody has ever made me feel. We went through so many things just to end up alone again, him up in heaven finally enjoying his freedom he always wanted and I’m down here miserable.
Now everything sucks, i will never wake up to “goodmorning, how are you doing” texts from him, i will never see him again.
We will never hear his laugh,the way he smiled,his jokes that were always corny,his personality, his soft voice, the way he talked about his day,the way he looked when he talked about the things he loved, everything left when he did.
But one thing is
I will never stop having feelings for him, it’s the way it is he made me fall for him and i did.
I wished he knew how badly i wanna hug him right now,how badly i want to be in his arms, how badly i miss him.
Before I keep crying even more I want to write the more evidence we found out today since I need to put it out somewhere.
His death was a set up by the one and only ubugawa’s volleyball captain. In the alleyway where they found him they seemed to have cameras which is amazing I guess I don’t know.
He was already passed out when they entered the alleyway. It looked like they put some heroin in a needle and poke it into your elbow joint which killed him instantly since it was over 1 gram.
Fuck i dont even know how i feel everything is just so fucked up i’m stressing the fuck out right now. I’m losing myself all over again.”