Shit,everything has gone to shit if i’m being honest i’m not doing so good i’m stressed the fuck out.
It feels like I’m suffocating, my walls feel so closed in and the silence gets louder and louder. My mind is drowning with all these thoughts it never seems to get better. That day the last time I saw you it felt as if I got better it felt as if I finally got the chance to be happy.
The only thing that makes me feel the slightest happiness is your voicecall. Your voice is the only thing comforting.
You don’t know how much I miss you,how much I love you dude it hurts not knowing nothing about you. You helped through everything just for you to disappear on me and everyone what the fuck.
It hurts, everything reminds me of you i miss you i don’t care how many times I’ll say this but I truly do.
I hope i see you soon