The Unconditional Despise

Chapter 45

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NEXT DAY~

JK punched his leather chair in frustration. There was not a single wave of peace in his mind. All he was in a state of chaos. Even if he wanted to, but he can't get himself back from Aerin's thoughts. He was feeling crazy about her.

JK: ARGHH!!!

He groaned in frustration and no doubt, all of this was just because of only one person. One girl. Aerin.

The one who makes him feel crazy.

The one who makes him go wild.

The one who is like a drug to him.

JK: Ughh!

He fisted his hands tightly slamming them on the table while breathing heavily. His mind was still filled with her face. And, not to forget after what happened last night.

FLASHBACK
LAST NIGHT

AR: It's not me who should learn the lessons but you're the one who should.

She yelled at him making him clench his jaw tightly while glaring at her. But it was looking like if she wasn't afraid of him. All she wanted to do is now to take out her frustration which is feeling inside her all because of one person. Jeon Jungkook.

JK: Watch your mouth, Jeon Aerin.

He raised his voice but she laughed sarcastically.

AR: You are the one who always says inappropriate things and you're telling me to watch my mouth. You never gave me any explanation about yourself and your crimes but when I tried to explain mine, you didn't even let me.

She yelled at him. He again glared at her while fisting his hands. Now, the girl was testing his patience. He didn't want to yell at her or to hurt her when she was pregnant but her behavior was slowly going out of the limit.

JK: What do you want to explain to me. Huh? Okay, Your false explanation won't gonna work on me. Remember, What's truth is what appears.

AR: Sometimes, appearance can be false too. Even on the function's night, you believed what Minho sent you and you didn't listen to my words, and what did you do..... You know very well. You knew very well that it all was Minho's tricks still you broke me... No man can be that much of a fool who believes a video clip with closed eyes.

She cried out when all the incidents of that night waved in her mind.

AR: I don't know why you're behaving like this with me? Why?-- Ahh!

before she could say further he holds her by her arms slamming her into the nearby closet that she yelped because of the pain.

JK: DON'T MADE ME OPEN MY MOUTH. YOU FUCKING BEHAVING LIKE A NAIVE WHEN ACTUALLY, YOU'RE A WITCH. A VIXEN. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SHOT ME... YOU'RE THE ONE WHO PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS... YOU'RE THE ONE WHO BROKE MY TRUST... YOU'RE THE ONE WHO BETRAYED ME... YOU!!! ONLY YOU JEON AERIN.

He yelled on her face.

AR: BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING MURDERED... YOU KILLED MY FATHER... YOU'RE RETARD... YOU SNATCHED MY EVERYTHING WHEN I WASN'T EVEN AWARE OF THIS WORLD... YOU SNATCHED THE SUPERMAN OF A LITTLE GIRL. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS I FEELING WHEN I SAW MY FATHER'S DEAD BODY ON THE COFFIN?

She yelled back with the same rage even tho, the tears were continually falling off of her eyes.

JK: BECAUSE YOUR FATHER WAS A FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER... YOU WON'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH OF A BASTARD HE WAS.

He yelled on her face making her fill with rage.

JK: Remember that your motherfucker father was my transgressor and you are my courtesan--

AR: JEON JUNGKOOK!!!

She gave a hard slap on his left cheek that his face turned to the side because of the impact. His cheek got the fingerprints of the recent slap. He clenched his fists tightly. He grabbed a fistful of her hair and slammed her on the closet again and smashed his lips over hers harshly starting kissing her.

She yelped when he bites her lower lip again and again. She yelped again. Her yells converted to muffles when he shoved his tongue forcefully inside her mouth sucking the living out of her. She started hitting on his chest because of the breathlessness but it was looking as if he was not he but someone else.

He brought down his other hand downwards towards her body and cupped her breast making her jerk off but he didn't budge a bit. He pinched her nipple harshly over her nighty making her muffled scream. He again pinched her nipple making her jerk her body because of the unbearable strain.

He sucked her tongue harshly that she yelped feeling as if she will gonna blackout any second if he didn't let her go. She started using her all strength to push him back but he, being a bull was jammed to his spot.

He bites her tongue making her scream muffling again. He smirked between the kiss and bites her tongue again making her scream because of the pain. The tears started falling off her eyes.

It was getting unbearable for her.

She decided to discuss their matters with him but he again ends up behaving like a monster with her. It was enough for her. She was feeling as if her life was slowly sucking out of her lungs and she will collapse. She was about to close her eyes when he finally let go of her mouth breathing heavily.

The strength was nowhere in her as well as him. She leaned on the closet breathing heavily. He stopped himself over her and rest his forehead on hers while catching his breaths. Once, he felt his heart was in rhythm he opened his eyes only to see her still breathing heavily. Her lower lip was bleeding.

he just forgot for some minutes that she was in her gestation period. It's just a revelation that he gained his strength back and it hit his mind that she was in her fertility otherwise, he was about to harm his own child.

He didn't want to do that nor he meant but Aerin's slap made him a maniac for some minutes. And didn't found anything but to touch her harshly.

Once his eyes analyzed her state, he caught her by her jaw squeezing it making her look into his dark orbs.

JK: You didn't even receive 10% of my cruelty yet. You should be thankful and, Remember that you are and will be my courtesan forever. My whore. MY FUCKING PROPERTY!!

He hissed viciously at her face making her close her eyes and palm her ears because of disgust and left the room leaving her alone.

FLASHBACK ENDS

He groaned feeling pressurized by the foregoing event of the last midnight. He wanted to hit his head on the wall. He didn't intend to hurt her but the way she triggered him last night made him crazy and behave like a psycho.

JK: Fvck!

He cursed under his breath closing his eyes in disbelief. He just wanted to punish himself. He himself didn't know what took over him that time that he ends up touching her forcefully.

His Heart: What you've done last night, was pure proof of how big of motherfucker you are. You did wrong with her last night.

His Brain: But you didn't even do half of the torture to her last night. You just did what she deserves. She always gives superiority to her motherfucker father over you. Who is the real reason for all of the chaos of your life? That Ahn Hanso. You did it right last night.

JK: ARGHH!! SHUT THE FVCK UP!! STOP DEBATING, YOU FUCKERS.

He shouted in madness. He didn't even notice that Yoongi was watching him with a weird expression on his face. JK quickly stops behaving like a madman and sat up silently on the couch.

YG: What's wrong with you too?

Yoongi asked coming inside and gaining JK's attention.

YG: I recently came from Jimin's cabin, he was having a fight with Daihee on phone. V was throwing everything in his setup room and here, you're too pulling your hair. What's wrong?

JK: Nothing... You say, what happened?

YG: Here are the papers for the Gyeongju orphanage, that you asked for.

He said placing the paper on JK's desk and he nodded. JK stood up closing everything making Yoongi confuse.

YG: What's wrong?

JK: My head is aching. I'm leaving. Take care of the rest of the work. And tell those two brats not to ruin the office's environment.

JK said clearly and Yoongi nodded. He sighed and took his coat leaving his cabin but Yoongi was still confused.

YG: Everyone is so weird today.



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Aerin went to the kitchen to make a lemon shake for herself when Yumi too came inside.

Yumi: Yah, let me do this--

AR: No unnie, it's okay. Let me. I was feeling bore.

Aerin said humbly making Yumi sigh. She nodded but at the same time, her eyes fall on Aerin's swollen lips also there was a cut there.

Yumi: Aerin ah?

AR: Hmm?

Yumi: What's wrong with your lip?

She asked making her stop for some time. She didn't have a clue if the bite was still visible. She even put lipstick after ointment to cover.

AR: Uh! Oh... Actually, it's an insect bite. Last night a big insect attacked my lips.

She said.

Yumi: Really? But it didn't look like an insect bite tho. Anyways make sure to put medicine otherwise, it will infect you. I just came here to take a water bottle.

She said and Aerin nodded. Once, Yumi left the kitchen, Aerin gritted her teeth thinking about last night that how brutally 'he' ruined her lips. She was about to go when she found Jungsan was there.

AR: Omo! You scared me.

She breathed out resting her palms on her chest calming herself. Jungsan laughed clapping and went towards her.

JS: I came here because I was hungry. Girlfriend, will you make me a sandwich and noodles pleaseee. The rats are fighting in my stomach.

he said with puppy eyes and she smiled. She nodded and he clapped.

AR: Okay. But when I'm making a sandwich and noodles, do not disturb me, Okay.

JS: Okay.

Jungsan nodded like an obedient kid making her chuckle. She started cutting salad for the sandwich while he sat down on the kitchen's counter nearby her. She prepared the material for the sandwiches and then started preparing the noodles.

Of course, she is a great cook. So she has her own ways to make everything delicious and spicy so that people will be pleased. After, putting the bowl on gas, she went to the other side to prepare the sandwich while Jungsan was looking at the boiled water with curiosity.

The bubbles rising up in the water were seems like normal bubbles to his naive eyes and the water vapors were seems like a miracle to his eyes. He was about to shove his hand when Aerin slapped his hand away and unknowingly the bowl fell on both Aerin's hands and a little bit on Jungsan's hands.

Aerin hissed in agony controlling her tears while her hands were shivering because of the pain. Jungsan. She quickly caught Jungsan's wrists and took him out of the kitchen.

AR: I told you not to do anything but you never listen to me.

She scolded making him flinch in fright. She made him sit on the couch as he was already crying because of the pain. She took an ointment and applied it to his hands.

JK: What's happening here?

They flinched when they hear JK's voice who has been looking at them with curious eyes. His eyes fell on Jungsan's state who has been crying and unbeatable anger enveloped JK when he saw this.

JK: What's wrong with you Hyung?

He asked examining his condition. His eyes fell on Jungsan's hands who were burned. He shot hateful and angry glares at Aerin.

JK: Come with me. I told you multiple times not to stay with her, but you never listen to me. See, now what happened.

he said bringing Jungsan with him to Jungsan's room leaving Aerin bewildered.

Can't he see that I was hurt too?

Did he hate me that much?

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Aerin went inside her room she thought of putting on ointments but then ends up throwing the first aid kit on the table and marched towards the bed. She sat on the edge of the bed. The pain in her hands was nothing compared to her heart.

She is completely upset by his behaviors nowadays.

She knows that he hates her.

But she didn't know that he doesn't have left a single place for her now.

But she knew that she deserves this. He wasn't like this before. She knows that she is the one who changed him into this. And, she too is paying for this. No matter whatever the reason was, But the fact that she did play with his feelings.

And playing with someone's feelings is the biggest sin ever.

And she is a sinner to commit such a sin.

She wasn't regretting this because she did this for her father. But she was hurt by this for sure. She was hurt to hurt him.

And she knew very well he will never gonna forgive her.

She herself doesn't know why? But it was hurting her. It was eating her up slowly. She doesn't know why? It's getting out of hand for her.

Her thoughts stopped when she found the door opening. It was none other than him. He came inside and closed the door behind himself. He saw how the ointments and the kit were thrown on the table. He went there and took the kit in his hands.

She was rubbing her hands sitting at the edge of the bed. Till then he approached her.

He kneeled down in front of her and placed the box of first aid at the side. He opened the box and took out antiseptic from it and starts applying it to her hands.

She again winced in pain when the cold liquid touched her wounds. But he has no effect of it. He was just doing his work.

She looked at him. She can see the emotions in his eyes. She can see the feeling in his eyes which she used to see before. He is not completely changed. Somehow a little glimpse of the old jk is still in him.

He looked at her and found her staring at him. She quickly looked down.

Jk; don't take it too seriously. I just don't want to see my baby hurting that's all. Don't think that I'm doing this for you.

He said and she closed her eyes. he finished her bandaging and get up and about to leave but she stopped him grabbing his hand in her tiny palms.

AR: did You hate me that much...

She asked in a painful tone and he laughed and turned around.

Jk: you know what... Hate is also a feeling, an emotion. And your place is even so below this "Hate" word.

Jk: I don't have a single feeling for you. Neither love Nor hate.

"You are the one who changed My Unconditional love to Unconditional despise for yourself."

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