When the law is made of disorder there is nobody that cares who got away from what and who is related to who. So the doctor was really the child of the grandfather and the doctor has a child by a whore whose whereabouts was not known.
You see when the father then turns and gets married to his own family member there is something amiss I knew about that marriage why marry into the family again? You see when a man reaches a certain age and he is no longer the man he had been he goes after the things he liked to have as a youth and that must have been incest or something?
You know he threw us aside and mated with that?
He said my mother’s breathe smelt and he went and did it with that whose mother said I was nothing fit for purpose but for doing the cleaning after them and their own kindly selves? You know that is not kind to say you say it anyway to the child and the child now repeats it back to you all.
They sent a doctor from the town who was such a good doctor indispensable. He had seen his daughter engaged in happiness. That her happiness so complete on that day hugged him and sent his senses singing.
We are all human so we need law and order not to mate with our own kin.
In them parts of the towns in the 50′s anyone who can read or write a prescription and add to that a dosage right would have got to be a doctor. The thing was not many doctors because not many had training. The chemists did not have anything but aspirin. Chemist sold out on aspirin.
I thought you were mum.
He said she is mine. Why did I breed her if not for myself?
Mother said she helped him out. The thing was she gave him the gift of entry his name now Dr Barbarous who in London now as the good doctor looked after me as a child. Mother said he unlucky with his child maybe this one better for them both his wife came over too? Of course she had to nobody else’s wife.
He stitched me up right proper and turned my insides out so I am incapable of enjoying sex. The pain is so bad it is painful. I had seen him looking for a needle to stitch me with but did not think on it as me sleepy. I had been near nine years old.
Money talks if you have money you can become anyone any faith and people will follow you. When you are bankrupt then you are sorted thrown out of the window and we can do what we want because then we are not paid. Boss means boss because he has the money. We do what the boss wants if he does not pay we hang him drown him in his semen and shit him inside his cubicle.
Sorry if you do not have any means to pay for it then you are not it.
I will do anything for money because money is everything.
When you earn your money you can tell me what to do not before.
It is a delicacy which the Cypriots have acquired to mate within their own families.
“She has more money than you do? What she is our boss let us go and meet her.”
“How much money do you have?”
“A lot more than you do know and do not know now makes sense.”
One does not know the links and ties of what one knows it is the chain in the jigsaw which tells the story and the story was mother Zeks a nurse who had helped my country man come to this land because they were banned from practising in Cyprus.
“Then we do as you say.”
“Your mother is a whore and your father has married his own family?”
“Well there is no law against marriage to a niece is there?”
“We are now all gay with rights and everything?”
“Yes we are.”
“We are Murderers?”
“Of course we should not be.”
“No longer who has the most money wins?”
" Because go to Las Vegas.”
“No we will go naked then.”
“Not on we now have a different show?”
“Who has the most money?”
They got away with it.
“We now into royalty dues and summarising the whole thing are?”
“Swapping and changing?”
“No we now have some rival?”
“We have the best actors to act in our various parts before we had to do all the parts ourselves.”
“I rejected you for a reason you did not belong to me.”
“I honoured you like a daughter and you cast me off.”
“Not true sport?”
“Now we do the sporting industry.”
“Are you into drugs?”
“We now become doctors of chemistry.”
“We need law abiding citizens to oblige us in maintaining law and order in a land without law and order.”
“Even the government is corrupt.”
“Where to ?”
“We are now into swapping planes?”
“Not swapping the face surgeons.”
“They make a mint.”
There is nothing to say but I am nothing with you and there is nobody but you but then take a another look your over filled book keeping from the past did me dishonour and disrespect and you made fun out of my naivety and all that.
“Hair industry is best?”
“Yes her hair is a mess.”
“Well you go to that one.”
“We are now into oil rigs.”
“I best not to do cod liver.”
Avon Lady Avon lady now means a nurse who comes through into your home and says if you are into servitude your mum can’t get enough treatments as this is not worth their while. They are these robotic nurses who come in as if IVF look alike and try to command you to do as you are. A servant girl a wretched who wept buckets was sent about her business for behaving more openly than the majority of the town being in order to romance the storms and make you into a stone.
50 I thought you said 50 when did you say 50 it is 50 house number that is 50 house number there it is this house Durmush house number 50? This is next door. Then two seconds later she has left the other door and has made you slightly not well as if you used up for no good and not much at all?
The failure of communication is such the designs of this industry when to make you well is what they ever do. A nurse is there to make you better we mean to treat your diseases.
5000,000 IVF and increasing we mean to make our productivity the goal. We now have the best IVF human society ever. We all come out of a jar. No not Bell jar but we have the nursing staff coming round just to make us uneasy. They tell us to try us out. If we ever there and to take over the production of our lives. We are not uneasy. Not true we are so frightened? We did the washing up. Thin black woman wearing a nursing outfit what a sexy notion forever men and women will be sick to try the cuisine. I do not know who she was. She said she a nurse it could be anything or anyone? Forcibly we are being treated for our ill health.
Take this would take this wood my mother gave me wood to take care of this wood I went to Collingwood School took another wood? Wood Green was another one who made me seem bad then I went to Green wood. It turned out to be same sort of wood? I have nothing but wood on the brain what is wood? Wood is my sister who is into everything. The bad sister who has made mother mad in order to torments has now begins to mock make me.
This is science that rocks. It is not rocket science is it? Wood and stone what is your game?
“Anyone for tennis two plays we have the mixed doubles”?
“We are in the showers the very thing.”
“Then we misbehave.”
“There is nothing to forgive and not much to forgive us for our sins.”
“We do not care to think well of anyone but wood.”
“We are never outside we are always in.”
“Do not shut us out.”
“We need to see you constantly.”
“We will berate you we will make you smaller than ever.”
“We think you are such a small piece.”
“We will make you pieces.”
“There is less than a penny less than a means to an end.”
“You are less than anyone here.”
There is laughter round the bend.”
“We have not much hearing here.”
“We are always there watchful.”
“They and us all round us.”
“We will destroy your serenity and equilibrium.”
“We destroy differences.”
I do not believe in people being different we all must look alike and feel alike. Like all that matters is to belong in the same cess pool.
“Same is the same.”
“One thinking not any difficulty when we are all the same we think the same we do the same we are the same.”
“My two brothers in different thinking a mother’s heart can’t bear this. They are constantly at war with each other not thinking in the same way? No in difference in difficult times passed now then the brothers quarrelling at war. What was it for?”
“Master let me expire so that the demons can ride into another place this is not the truth we are no longer one.”
“Master there is nothing to do but that.”
The walls are now crumbling over me and my death will bring out the spirit and then travels. I know where to land into.
“Master release me.”
Yes the doctors told her parents. Unhappily that is when the heart was quite safe when it worked. So the sorry thing was folly to do so. In Cyprus the green card means the basics. You see the basics and one does not repeat an illness. Once treated the illness is crossed out of your green card. This means?
Like a pet if you repeat that illness then you die. I did not know this but insurance companies say the same thing.
Well you can’t repeat an illness.
The green card does not include this? Well you take aspirin. Do you a toothache ? Dentist which is over there and we do have a long waiting list. Anyone has loose teeth? No. No.
“I needed to unpick a loose tooth now who do I practise on?”
We are all covered.
Well who is next?
“What is this for?”
“I am now doing the head cases. The ones with the bandages come in and the nurse can do the dressing down.”
“The other can do the dressing up.”
“Then we can operate.”
“I am into vasectomy?”
“We do not like to do that mental case put him there.”
“Whoever heard of a sperm being not inside the womb?”
“It might bring a curl.”
It might look bad on the polls it will say unhappy people do not producing it means sterility and illness and rivers drying up through no healthy appetites.”
“Increase in birthing is the way forward.”
“This might mean we are happier than we ever were.”
Happiness is when something gets done when we move on this is when we do things when we have better prospects better lives when we are not being treated meanly when we do better in this world.
“We are the national treasures.”
“We were too young for shagging.”
“At that time in that point in that land when we were about youth and young and told stories which sold us out.”
“Is it about wife swapping”?
“It is more than that whatever you wanted from that house you can have because the price was there and the buyer was there and they all sold themselves to the British in order to have food on the table and mend their clothes and industry prospered.”
Then death happened there was the death comes as an end to loving that unkind dead and dying moaning that they did not do anything but what they asked of them but dead they remained dead they died.
You see when there is that much ambition without the right backing and background death happens to those creatures that live by the night.
“No have not finished sawing her yet.” Said Hussein.
Then I was also wondering if a green card does not include all them operations how did they pay the doctors? You see on the green card it says plain as plain no complications. When a surgeon studies he is not complicated?
These include are if you have the common diabetic and all the other things we treat you? But if you do get complicated we send you over to wherever? Three in a bed and then someone says this is the one I want to take home the rest can go away, earth to earth dust to ashes.
But my cousin is now living in her own flat and has all she needs to live on and is a lecturer too? Selfish that is when I am not even allowed to do such a thing. That is because she had a good father who took care of her needs I do not have a daddy so that is me out.
I do have biological father but he disliked me he did not want me near his house as I had certain opinions and methods for making him feel smaller than his image. The thing was I had the holy site in me and there was nothing like my spit.
Then he had me fostered then adopted and we all went our separate ways.
The thing is even if one does not see eye to eye the family is much better than anyone else.