How did it happen? She tried it on to artificially inseminate me. It was artfully done. She got inseminations in the hospital by someone called a doctor. Who did a lot for Jane? How is Jane coping everyone needs to know because Jane is the victim here her husband has left her with her life style unfinished and her jobs half done. She is coping very well. Passport office needs to know about this and did her card pay for the doctor to get her inseminations. She is a officialdom and has nothing to declare but her privileges and why does she muck my life why does she come and take whatever I worked for? One does not know what a green card can fetch.
What is happening to me why I am so bitter that my sweetness has left me fled from me as if it has not been and I am now the former victim out to seek revenge you see revenge is that sorry thing which states plain as plain it is that?
That after the drink and the wiles of the witticism at some official do which I am repeatedly expelled from because was not nice and kind to Jane. That number one so because I did not get along with Jane I am constantly fired.
Was she insured? What for? Well she can claim some money. For what? Well you got to get your kidney stone done and get inseminations instead. It is no deal a raw deal. The doctors a pervert.
The besotted man does not reason well let them get on with it? So now we are getting on with it.
He is not real. He got her pregnant.
We have the capability of destroying the whole thing and it will come down on our heads don’t you just feel it?
No it is not he a she. Why she do that for?
No she just got carried away by love.
Love actual love. I do not like a woman to be my inseminator. No a termination would do best for her. Poor Jane is she a lumber jack now. All them can place her in the pregnant manner.
Does it mean post man’s hat. Mad hatters party. Little women. Look it is not easy being this woman wanton and cruelly involved with the acts of mankind. Well leave it alone then. It is a way of behaving well nastily.
“Nasty is not in our nature.”
“We do not have nasty natures.”
“What a woman doctor got Jane in the family way?”
“Alas it was not love. It is lust.”
“Look it is over in the bedroom fussing.”
“My life now that much more complete with this revenge in my soul.”
Likely lad’s ladies- Ladies please.
“What pleasures for?”
Look equality means equality rape included. Look I am not looking after a baby did not sex share and love make.
Love means not being lumbered.
It is not lambing time.
Make his secrets out and about. That he is fond of you because you virgin before and now he is soberly yours forever signed sealed and delivered packaged to the right door.
“The storks brought you in?”
“No it was the midwife.”
“She brought you to this world.”
“The midwife did.”
Why she do that. He involved with the Sushi.
He is that way up to no tricks because he has found you.
“I am a man a beast.”
“It is awful darling.”
“Yes awful soufflé no one needed to hear him.”
“No he now outside the right doors begging for the merciful that his ex wife told what he wanted and they did not have it.”
“We are separated actually,” He said.
“He is still swearing he a man civilised to the bargain.”
“He has gone out with a brothel keepers daughter and has had baked beans.”
“Well he is not keeping it inside him.”
“He has done his own chimney.”
“Look he just had the right infatuations.”
“He has been round too long.”
“This is the soufflé the perfect soufflé.”
“He has paid for his mistake.”
“Where is the maid?”
“She is done with the maid that is the whole point if in the same circle of meanness I would have been okay but different group so Jane is sweating over that and this.”
“That poor thing,” All the fools in London are sympathetic about it all they have husbands too.
“No more out our husbands wants us in.”
“But we can now have a third world war in order to stop the computers working as well?”
“That poor Jane.”
“She has grandchildren to see to.”
“Look it is not right with me.”
“We are not speaking to him. He has spoilt our lives.”
“I must break through.”
“That Soufflé will sink.”
“It was a short story written by pants when he went mad with the scrounge.”
“He had the sexual diseases.”
“Syphilis he died of it.”
“He kept on working until madness overcame his brain.”
“He has the best stories in the French language.”
“What matters now?”
The French will to go to war they said so.
“He gave the things which made the short story possible.”
In the language of love maybe but not in the language of war where is the war? In my world there is this haste and all that it is there coming.
“I feel it in my bones.”
“The biological warfare which is going on at the moment at that house which is a sure sign someone is not working for money it is a volunteer job.”
“The chemical weapons of mass destruction.”
“Gas war gas and the population do not need feeding.”
“The hacked off the clean cut the woman who trains the dog to kill the man who killed her son. It is one of patient zeal and he seemed to know about that kind of human behaviour the others did not know anything but the sexual zombie like appetites which made me think not much about the French society.”
“The French are thinkers?”
“They are yes.”
“Do not think straight though.”
They cannot shoot straight.
“Which do you prefer, it is a fact when someone who cannot shot straight or someone who writes great literature? This was in fact in the news when the police officer shot someone by mistake.
“His brain no use to me at the moment although in the science lab it might have been.”
“I did not do biology.”
“So I would not have got his brain at all.”
He said she got pregnant the very first time he had been with her. His new girl that is. He had been a married man before to someone who was Marilyn and now he had her double he had her double. He got carted of course being so rich. He now into the same size doll size as his former form. He now worse than before he had got it on with a someone who was the someone who looked like his tragic wife. The wife he did not could not leave behind him as he still shackled within the same world with his own self. His own worst enemy. His enmity was to me he had the silliest girl in town that was constantly leaving him to look after Mr Penis.
The sirens again the lantern is sacred and scandalised by this there is nothing more to fear as the sirens are the sirs of what is meant by this endless sham of freedom of expression and movement when nobody says anything with any sincerity or with meaning.
One spoilt rotten apple and the rest are attracted to that apple then disaster happened to that society which had been the leaders of fashion and democracy now sadly not true. Now nothing makes sense but the sirens and the sirens are the hell of the coming future which spells doom.
“You are not a tart and not attracted to me? A man of such high distinction any girl would come out with me.”
“I am as good as a man.”
“I can work it work it all night.”
“Yes of course they will.”
“I am very attracted to you.”
“So what is the problem?”
“So is a vast army of them lot.”
“I am not a whore with you beside me I can stand to temptations.”
“I believe you dear I almost think you believe in your own self too.”
“Take the stand this is what it is no longer into giving away myself for the floating season or the session in the mating game there is nothing else but joyful introspection which says reflections in tranquillity is a life worth remembering if not a moment to think this is what happens to society.
Sirens are around all around the world in the house round the street the whole world has gone insane.
“I am marrying you.”
“Why not a woman marrying a woman is now legal I made it so.”
“I will not shackle you with my bad debts.”
“What debts I can pay debts.”
“No not them kind.”
“Where is hell in all this?”
“It is blood they want my dear it is blood.”
“What did you say honey there is someone on the line.”
“Nothing is say is there I am being proposed to dear just a minute.”
“Thus blood wedding day his or mine?”
“Why you talking such plays and seeking tongues other than mine.”
“I am truly in love and I am very sorry.
“Nothing much happens to me does it?”
“So who is this girl?”
“What she want now?” On the line asking me to marry and marrying him? Does he know?
“This is the silliest things happening today.”
“They will almost be sillier.”
“Look seriously what is the thinking behind this.”
“Well it is over rated his concentration is it not?”
“Is he drunk or alcoholic well he is in some disaster must shift him out of it mummy said that marriage is a good cure.”
“He is high on work.”
“The failures of this kind of anti communication can get me imprisoned.”
“Or him I can see us into marriage and adding to my concerns a young little girl not mine but mine and he into such concentrations would make us sitting ducks.”
“He sat up sitting ducks.”
“No my duckling will be a swan without any hassles.”
“He is behaving like some swine.”
“He is almost always nearby saying to his dear wife what a good idea they now into cruelties.”
“He is almost certainly behaving not kindly.”
“His friends do not say to him not to?”
“He is not making me ill?”
“Yes he is.”
“I do not fear him I do not want to do anything bad that is all.”
“I am not into being pin cushioned injected with vermin.”
“I am dying.”
“Yesterday was when he did not, could not hear anything at all so this is war on them both.”
“My injections have turned my liver into stone.”
“I am a disappointment even to myself.”
I failed in life.
“I can’t hear another word he says to me.”
“I am not right with him behaving so strangely.”
“He has become this smart jerk.”
“His coffee is ill made he creates hell.”
“I should have told him.”
“I should have said something.”
“My adopted mother has just walked off with five million of my hard earned money.”
“Oh he is still saying that I am a fool about money. The ladies have his money and there he is still thinking himself the husband,”
“You know some day it is over rated this love actually.”
“Some would say it is his fault too.”
“He has to see the man about the house or something?”
We live in a house dumb ass so he has to see the house is there even if it is not renovated derelict to the point of nearly falling down.
“No most definitely he prefers women who do the contracts themselves.”
“No he does not prefer women who do their own contracts them he showers with money.”
“His new woman is more competent she can see real estate and knows the value of everything.”
“They are so good and new together.”
“He is so good in bed I must sort of dispose of him.”
“I mean to dump him onto someone maybe some blonde would condescend to have him for some years when he could be occupied.”
“She already has him?”
“Yes I know let me be the one who has to dump him first it is a matter of self respect. I lost my self respect in all aspects.”
I am still washing up the never ending dishes.
“He does not help me out at all five million and he still thinks he does all he can,”
“Then he behaved so ill on a holiday he said after courting me and all that sent the mafia cousins after him said told the cousin to kiss him better because now he will have the house intended for the cousin.
After flirting with the cousin all them years by going to the uncles’ house and staying over there. The cousin thought the house his only son’s.
They odd round there in that land of islanders.
The man husband of his wife said he not humoured by all this and what had I been up to? Nothing at all. It was not my fault the cousin thought such and such. So now they are all in an uproar and want to come to England to sort me out. I said not taken in. You see I know you only want to hurt me so why bother coming to do so?
Why he thinks me loves him. One wife he has this other man has the same amounts they can fight it out between themselves. Cousin has a wife to so I wonder what is the matter with him?
He said he going on a holiday with his wife after dealing with my needs. Fucking shit I thank me God I have a murdering cousin to hack him out of the idea. He is the ideal swine. You know a man can go too far in his evil intents.
They partied all night and I thought I should not be there with that?
Saying he going to fuck his dildo of a wife and he was man enough for me too. He now can get shirty with his own true murdering cousinly self. That is my cousin and him can now chase each other round the bend.
No use loving a man who has such a wife. She a witch or something no cruel with her waves and does not like to think her unnatural with the phraseology. The feeling is she is the wife. Well so she is. I mean what can I say to that much of a wife. She is never nice but the feeling is so wicked selfish and does not spare me.
I did not spare her and she is not naturally good so it is no use being nice to them sort of people. She thinks I had been selling flies instead of food so it is over rated bitch. At the birth of their divorce I was there.
She is behind the counter counting her chickens. I did not want to say a word least I gave the cousin some thought. I am not a dog in heat? No still thinking of their holiday what an idea to make a third my cousin was over the moon to meet the likes of them. Well l. Yes did not they do well?
“They can be evenly matched match of the day should be perfect.”
“I said my dear man here is the cousin who was waiting for the goods before you.”
“They both look at each other.”
“Handshakes all round?” said cousin.”
I do not do cousinly shakes.
“My God to thank me luckless stars he is going to meet you cousin behave.”
“He is so good looking is he not cousin.”
“Yes he is sorry he did not catch up with you sooner.”
“I do not do catch up.” said cousin.
“No he caught on camera doing something bad.”
“Look that was after.”
“The government must be shaking in their shoes.”
“He is the body guard to the government.”
“Yes he was.” said cousin. “I am now a body bouncer.”
“A bouncer in clubs,”
“Yes why? He has fallen down in the world he has come down and become a bouncer because his daughter had to get married.”
“Being over seventeen and over the hill I am very much sorrowful.”
“Was caught drinking lemonade at the proms.”
“He sat it out with them at the proms.”
“Yes he had to see the lads did not get lucky.”
“Look it is he the man who is going to get the house deeds your son won’t be allowed because of him. It is him over there.”
“I will not be a mother to your son. He will not have a home because of he.”
“He has a wife.”
“Yes she too cooks flies just like your mum did.”
“Your mum did not she cook flies too?”
“No she only caught them when cooking.”
“No this one cooks the flies.”
“I hope you all enjoy your holidays.”
“Mummy I have fallen in love with him. I am crying that night as cousin is listening.”
“I can feel him he is outside listening to me wailing.”
“I am ever so in love.”
“I am indeed.” I feel weepy and not on. It is the best night for me for a long time. I have not felt this evil in a while. What a night for making trouble. I tremble in case it goes wrong. I am going to get revenge at any price this is priceless two birds at the same stroke of midnight.”
“Cleaning all the flies from the kitchen with her bare hands it is a fete is it not?”
“Look you okay?”
“Oh of course I am just thinking he is going on his holiday with his pure wife.”
“Impurities set in.”
“Yes pity she did not clean out the flies them burgers must be poisonous.”
“Look a lady like that does not think of that sorts in her kitchen.”
“Is she out of sorts?”
“Lady did you just say a lady?”
“That is it.”
“I am going to behave just like her than.”
“I hope they murder her too.”
“I am going to do all that she did and has and more.”
“I am going to make it nasty for the whole lot of them.”
“I am going to behave quite nicely for the whole foolish parade.”
“They can go and join them at the Kitchener revolting slogans.”
“This means war.”
“It is the bloodiest war ever. I am going to make his life hell.”
“I have been too nice with him. It is not nice being in love now I am going to shower him with his own deeds. It is no use being mean without his beastly self centred we would never have got this far. I mean to get even. I am going to even the whole lot of the whole shipment. That has skipped the wives he has.
“How many women does he have?”
He won’t only be sorry but the name of a wife will bring him hot flushes and tears. Bloody gore is out. The bloodiest battles are fought within now let it out. Let it out breath in and out then ten to one it can be the happiest things in the world. That gets taken for rides.
I meant no harm officer. My dear cousin what is the matter with you. Going straight for him like that he might do judo and Congo takes care of yourself. ”
“Well it is so good to meet up with him is it not this is he the man I am involved with cousin sorry for the delay in telling you.”
“He measures him.”
“What a good idea they were doing the flies sandwiched between his good wife and he.”
“Selling flies they were not fliers but flies are vermin. Out of control she was.”
“Beastly loud party they had did not invite me over said me over loud as it is.”
“You know the poodle show was a fine feeling of what it is to be like them.”
“These poodles are peeing all over the place in this grand hotel.”
“Dad joined in.”
“Well not in he did it when he going to the restaurant could not quite make it.”
“It was the green thing in the way towards the restaurant dad does not like green. He thinks it is holy.”
You have to be her mum? Whose mum? My kid. Look honey no it is not on. Why because I will kill her or she me. What is the matter with you? Because if I am honest I destroy the former you and this is the very image of her. Look she is not anything like her. Look I intend to keep her that way.
If she does with her own crowd of friends, what she does and always with them with no competition or anything maybe she might be likable? She might learn the makeup dress down and all that tango discos and all the matter of taking you for a ride and having her pocket money intact.
But she does not have friends does she?
Look it is no deal with me being there with her former mothers after her to make her like themselves. If I am not nearby they will not think twice about bearing themselves out in the open and the child might stand a chance of finding out what is what. I know you will feed her mind and all that. But what bothers me is that shit is out there and in her and it can take control of her whole soul.
“I will protect you both.”
“I know it is not nice to think of you being helpless.”
“Against their sort but the thing is you are helpless when it comes to them.”
“I am taking my child away and not coming back.”
“Good. Have a nice day.”
It is a hypothesis you see that my boyfriends little film industry is what the good Turkish folk are after. You see it has not much to do with anything at all. All the females have had him in tow he is attractive yes of course but why the females vultures within him and married to him? He is not easy going in not easy going out at all so why put up with him?
Most of the females are lesbians and that is a fact of the matter if the females who are within the family are lesbians and marrying him all the time that means? Well it is what it is? Is it not? I mean films do make more money in a whole week than anyone else does. You can’t richer than that could you? It is not poetry that films make it is good bucks. Besides right films can make boredoms disappear can brain wash can white wash bad deeds can remake history can do the undoing and can make and break down the chairs on the sofa seats it is the new best toil that mankind has ever done to the human stories the teller of the tales now so powerful they can command and we obey.
It is the stories behind the deeds plus pictures there is the sounds the music it is combination of the everything we have ever done in the arts departments in the sciences of the beliefs we can undo say and make simple ideas that can make understanding complexities the new naive and we can say the stories in a simplified manner and tell it in a way action packed that means we have creative powers all combined.
“Look sits down by the fires and I will tell you a story.”
“Sinbad began his journey.”
“Then we got them Greeks in there.”
“Religion overtaking has made it dull we are not listening nor seeing but the images works.”
Religious differences are such that it can unsettle the mind. Poor thing.
“I feel holy.”
“You are excommunicated.”
“Look the music is like nothing on earth.”
“A whale was narrowly raped and that must have been the sounds of the sirens.”
“No it was not as beautiful.”
“The sounds of whales are not beautiful?”
“Hungry whales are.”
“Look in that film listen.”
“The images are very nasty?”
“Fucking heck ask them to make it better.”
“They are nasty cows.”
“The whale did not eat for six months.”
“It was a hunch backed camel.”
“What did she eat?”
“Nothing at all just a bowl of rice and a bit and half the tray of milk tray.”
“How it survived beats me.”
“I would not have made it through the day it lasted for six months.”
“In that hospital without any food and nowhere to rest but the canteen without any loo paper well that is the end of it that we will not place her in.”
“Nil by mouth, at all in the hospital that is what they say to one nil by mouth dear that is you.”
“Oh dear is that true.”
“Trust me it is.”
“I can’t ever do that.”
“It is not possible improbable as it would appear.”
“I think we must melt to the MacDonald’s.”
“Big Mac that is what I must have.”
“Anything else you want?”
“Some onions with friends?” asked the man without any friends and then told to sod off.
“With ketch up?” said the waitress.
“Well some sauce.”
“How very nice sir,”
“Easy on that sauce please.”
The healthy balances are there okay so he is marrying another lesbian why? What for?? It is love match matchless that is loves and matches. Ignites what? Designs we all have designs on his film industry.
Why what does it mean? A firm believer in the equalisers is this. If a man who is a man difficult to the point of being a over bearing bear is set on by the best looking lesbians what does it for them must do it for him.
Look it is never easy being within his company he is difficult to the point of impossible so why? Why because he is attractive? My dearest loves of course if you are that way inclined most of them into other women.
So go and fuck him what why? If he is so desirable to the lesbians I rest my card. But no way. The failures of being a over bearing bear is within him. Why I can punch bag him right away, And I am very patient woman. It is never easy is it? The scandals I can share. It is not nice that scandals whatever for. I am being beastly with the gossips. Look never been sued? Me? Yes you. A nasty man and a chauvinistic prig. His Abnormal moral attitudes are disconcerting to me at all times. High morality no way beastly shag.