I was alone. Alone as any being could ever be, around me corpses lay scattered with slight traces of the life they had held. How I envy them. See everyone fears death, fears not waking up, fears... not being. But as I kneel in this forgotten wasteland dagger lodged in my chest I feel... aware. See death is terrifying cause it takes what you love family, friends, and more importantly experience. However even though it takes those from from an individual it also takes pain, tragedy, and more wretchedly, experience. Maybe that's why people call death cold, it is totally unbiased it doesn't judge you it doesn't ask why just pulls the cord. What a wonderful thing... But it seems to have passed me by and left me with my own company... lovely. What to do now what to do now. "We could go ground that bitch"., Hm... whats the point? "She stabbed you in the heart and left you to die in this fucking no mans land". Yes but we kinda expected that. "Goddamn you emo motherfucker don't you feel any rage at all?". A little but following that path always brings me here. "What's happened to you? you used to be so alive so malicious so full of righteous scorn for the world. Now look at at you nothing, no one, worthless.". These things keep happening to me bringing me down lower each time whats the point of my gratification if it always costs this misery? "Everything has a cost, and every time you pay the cost you going to ask, was this worth it?". is it? "Abso- fucking-loutley no one can soar as high as you can you may fall low but when they see you flying it reminds them of the goddamned magic this universe is made of.". I suppose your right... "Of course I'm right! now the real question is what are we going to do?". I suppose I could pull this knife out of my chest. "I asked you what we are going to do not how where getting there". I don't know. "Bullshit you don't know, you know exactly you want, revenge. you want the feeling of knife ribboning, you want the debt paid in full. So, what are you going to do?".
I'm going to light fire that lights up this universe so that every living thing knows the cost of betraying my company.