A horrible, so strong yet so weird sensation filled me from within...A feeling I've never felt before in my entire endless life as I so desperately watched her lying on that stretcher, her heart pounding so hard inside her chest as it fought for life.
A life I unconsciously almost took away.
A life I was supposed to protect.
A life I fought so hard to keep safe.
A life I was actually supposed to take such long time ago.
Yet here I was.
Standing so close, yet so far away.
So powerful by nature, yet completely powerless in my current situation.
Helpless, as I watched the little humans crazily roam around her, prodding and poking at her body, struggling to keep a life I accidentally almost took.
A life I so dearly cherish.
What have I done?