"I'm sorry", I sobbed for the tenth time. No matter how much I apologised for everything those monsters have done that to a little boy I can't apologise enough. "I'm sorry". I should be strong for him, comforting him but he was the who pulled me closer, trying to calm me down but how can I be calm when all I can see is an innocent six-year boy fighting to protect his family but failed and had to watch his family getting hurt by others, had to hear the painful screams of his mother and sister.
I closed my eyes shut when the horrible image of his mother and sister getting raped flashed through my eyes, my heart squeezed painfully in my chest. Oh Goddess, how can they do such a thing? And that too to an innocent person? But then a question popped up in my mind, a really horrible thought that left me gasping for air.
"Is...did my dad...", I let out half of the question, hoping he got my point. If my dad was one of the Alphas then how will I ever face him?
"Your Beta was one of the people who was holding my sister, I don't know about your dad", he answered and I instantly breathed out in relief and shook my head.
"Beta... he moved to our pack 20 years ago. His mate was the Beta of the pack before and he was just a normal pack members so he moved to our pack for the position", I explained to him. Maverick nodded and looked less tense.
I leaned forward, tucking myself safely in his arms. I can't even thank moon goddess enough that I am not the daughter of a man who is a rapist. I don't know what I would have done if my dad was one of the men who has assaulted his mom or worse his sister.
We stayed in the same position for more than an hour, me sitting on his lap with his arms surrounding me protectively. I shouldn't think like this but I feel safe in the arms of the man who is dangerous to others. Kill me now if I lie and deny that I'm starting to fall for this man, not because he has such a sad past but because from the day one he has been nothing but a sweet mate to me. He has shown me tenderness from the start and I'd be heartless if I don't fall for him. He deserves all the love he can get and as his mate, I promise to fill him with so much love that he'll never remember he has ever lacked affection and care. I'll make up for all those years, I promise that.
I know some of you must be thinking this is the mate bond so let me correct your messed up mate theory. Mate bond has nothing to do with feelings, mate bond just attracts the mates physically so they can complete the bond but mate bond don't make you fall in love with your other half, that doesn't work that way. If mate bond can control the wolves emotionally there would be no rejected mates.
You choose to fall in love with your mate. Take the Beta, for example, if mate bond can make you fall in love then he would be smitten by his sweet mate. He wouldn't be going around whoring and cheating behind his mate's back.
"Let's get you to my pack", he said scooping me in his arms. I nodded realising I had lost in my thoughts. I was confused when sat me on a tree branch and shifted into his big, black wolf.
Get on, little mate it'll take us days to reach my pack. My eyes widened. How far is his pack?
I'm fucked, I can't mind link my pack to inform I need a few days to myself nor I can call them as I have left my phone behind.
Maverick must have felt my inner panic because he rubbed his head on my lap. The tree branch he has sat me on was high enough for my legs to be on his eyes level.
How long will it take to reach your pack? I asked through the link. His wolf must have misunderstood my panic because he huffed in anger, the gesture was almost humane for a wolf. I reached my hands behind his ears and scratched it playfully.
I was asking because we have escaped without informing and my parents will be worried if I'm gone for long and that too without informing them. I explained to the wolf who was too busy purring like a feline under my playful touch. My answer pleased him because the next thing I know he was licking my cheeks with affection. I let out a laugh, his wolf is now my favourite person... I mean wolf on this planet. He is so different when he is with me, he is not a bloodthirsty beast who has taken so many lives, who craves blood.
I screeched when I remembered his muzzle is dirty with blood and there is no doubt he has licked my face with a blood coated tongue.
As much as I'm loving your affections, please stop licking me with a bloody tongue. I said and his wolf backed off. He huffed, offended that I'm not accepting his affections.
You big wolf come here. I opened my arms and more than eagerly he buried his face in my chest, purring softly as he rubbed his big head in between my boobs, no pun intended.
We can't go to our pack now but I would like to saw you our hideout. He said through the mind link. My heart warmed when he said 'our' instead of my. And I know he is not referring his pack members by saying 'our' because no pack members have authority on anything in the pack. They can refer to the pack as my pack when talking to someone from outside the pack but they have no right over the whole pack, only Alpha and Luca has that authority.
I would love to see your...our hideout. I said softly, my poor heart drumming loudly. Goddess, this man is after my heart and I am without any fight surrendering my precious heart to him.
Hope on then, little mate. He bent a little so I can jump on his back. I felt like I've thrown my body on a softest furry carpet, my body is sunken in his beautiful dark furs.
Do you wash them with shampoo? I asked stupidly, gripping his fur in my hands. His soft chuckle rang in my ears, flowing through my mind like a piece of music. Even his laugh is so damn beautiful, I thought. I have to admit I'm a little jealous of his luminous furs.
I didn't get the answer to my questions. He started running at a full speed, causing me to huff. Does he not want to share the secret recipe for his shining fur? That's a little unfair. It's not like I'll go around packs and share his recipe with others, I'll keep his secret to myself.
He is being cocky. He's not sharing because he's afraid our fur will get softer than his, this little jealous bitch. I barked out a laugh at my wolf's comment.
A little jealous bitch? I asked laughing through the link.
That's what he is. She huffed out. She poked me to ask him again and fearing he'll ignore again I was afraid to ask but after a few push from her, I decided to just go for it.
I didn't get my answer. I let out hesitantly.
No, I don't wash them with shampoo or anything, except water. He replied which I doubt is true. Why should moon goddess be so unfair and give him the most beautiful fur?
See I told you he's afraid our fur will look better than his that's why he's not sharing his secret, this lying little bitch. I laughed hard yet again. Why does she have to reply with something like that?
He's not little in any compartment. I mused and as if in clue my ass throbbed, reminding me what has taken place just a few hours back.
No, not little at all. My wolf purred already imagining his wolf pounding her heated core.
Goddess, stop. No need to show me in details. I closed my eyes and groaned as if the image will get removed itself but how can they when my wolf is projecting them in my mind and too with the highest clarity? She sniggered and changed the image from our wolf figure to our human figure.
My hair in a tight grip in our mate's strong hands as he pulled us back on his hard cock while he thrust forward, making our body smash together with slap sounds.
Fuck, stop. I tried to scream but a breathless whine came out instead. Why do you have to tease me like that?
She just blocked the link as if nothing just conspired. I'm now afraid my wolf is bipolar. No one can change their emotions this fast unless they are bipolar.
Excuse me, you're offending me, miss. I'm not bipolar you're just too dumb to deal with my fast emotions. She dropped her words then blocked the link once again, leaving me dumbfounded and confused.
Now it's confirmed she's bipolar.
I had such a busy day today... Now it's already yesterday. I had no time to eat too and after coming home I filled my stomach and started to work on updates and now it's almost 2 am and I'm so damn happy I'm finished😭. See this much I love you guys, yup I know I'm your favourite author 😌.
Now imma sleep and dream about Mavericks cock in me...oops that should stay as a secret but you know and you can't possibly blame me for it. I had sex with all of my characters 😂😂.
And no, you can't fuck them too I'm really petty and I'm already sharing them with the female leads so sorry there is no vacancy left to fill so don't try to dream about it. I swear I'll kill your dreams if you even dream🔪.
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