I almost had sex with Storm and I asked him a couple of times to mark me. I don't know what came over me, but it seems that after last night, I've been wanting him like crazy. I've never done it with anyone, so for me to want to lose my virginity to him so soon is mind-boggling. I've become too daring and that's not something I'm known for. Maybe turning to a wolf does this. Aside from all your senses getting heightened, maybe even your emotions and attachment to your mate kicks into overdrive too. But nobody mentioned anything about my libido skyrocketing. I don't know what could've happened if Wyatt hadn't come, but at that moment and even now I still want to give myself to him. I think I have absolutely gone mad.
I needed to take my mind off things, so I started flipping through channels, but couldn't settle with one thing bearable to watch. When that didn't work, I grabbed my favorite book and started reading. My attempt, however, was again futile because I've been reading the same line over and over. I couldn't get Storm out of my head and I'm getting restless. I closed the book and dropped it on the floor with a thud. Groaning in frustration, I stomped my way to the bathroom and turned the shower on contemplating whether I should take a hot one or a cold one. Cold one it is!
Come dinner time, Storm was still nowhere to be found. I'm getting slightly worried because he did say he was going to be back soon. His mother must've sensed my distress, so she reached over the table and placed her hand on top of mine. "He's going to be fine, he'll be back soon." I gave her a grateful smile before continuing to finish my meal. I was bored to death as soon as everyone was done eating, so I offered to help out with the dishes to kill time. It was almost midnight, but he still wasn't here. I guess he had gone to his bar or maybe he's still doing some alpha business, so I just went to bed right after I did some school work.
Sometime in the middle of the night, I felt Storm pull me closer to him spooning me. Though I was still half asleep, a surge of joy came over me knowing that he's safely back and near. He gently kissed my shoulder and buried his face at the back of my neck. " "What took you so long?" I sleepily asked turning to face him. "We just had a few problems with the rogues, but everything's fine now." He answered. I can sense that there's something bothering him and he's choosing not to tell me anything. I have two options here. I can either push for answers or I can wait for him to tell me on his own. I can tell that he's had a rough day, so I let things slide and considered asking again later.
He kissed the tip of my nose and closed his eyes. I watched him drift off to sleep wondering how it feels like to be an alpha just like him. His main job is to lead everyone and take care of his pack. I can't even take care of a hamster or a goldfish. Heck! I can't even take care of myself sometimes. I can't imagine the challenges and the work he has to face day in and day out. Things must be so hard for him, but he's doing what he can in the best possible way and that makes me fall in love with him more. I've never admitted that to anyone. I haven't even admitted it to myself up until now. I think I've fallen in love the moment he asked me out on a date or maybe even before that. Maybe it was really love at first sight. I can never define the when and how all I know is I am and that's enough for me.
I woke up feeling something tickling my forehead. I squeezed my eyebrows together before slowly opening my eyes and when I did, I saw two piercing gray eyes locked into mine. Storm was half lying on top of me and his face were mere inches from mine. "Good morning," he greeted with a seductive smile. Okay, I can get used to waking up like this. "Morning." I sighed sleepily with a lazy smile. "Did you sleep okay?" he asked with a bit of playfulness. 'Uh-hmmm..." I mumbled stretching my entire body and his grin grew wider as he let his eyes take me in from head to toe and then all the way back up.
He gave me the most lustful look there is and that made me squirm under him. If one look is all it takes to get me excited like this, then I can just imagine what'll happen once he actually touches me. I think I'm going to come undone. He slowly lowered his head to mine gently connecting our lips in a very light kiss and my breathing hitched at the contact. I thought that was going to be it, but then he started kissing me again like really kiss me, and my toes curled in delight.
We were all about groping, moaning, and tongue kissing in the next several minutes. It came to a point where I was trying to take charge pushing him to his back and then he would do the same. It was like a tug of war between us. I kept thinking that this is it, I know it's going to happen and I'm not going to stop it from happening. I'm going to give myself to Storm completely. Heart, body, and soul. He was about to pull my shirt off which is the only thing I'm wearing over my underwear when my phone rang. I looked at him wide-eyed and he looked at me with narrowed eyes. "Don't you dare answer that," he commanded. "How can I not? It might be important." I reasoned.
He dropped his head at the crook of my neck and groaned before lying on his side to allow me to stand up. I swear, the next time we're trying to get it on and someone or something interrupts us, I'm going to murder them.