But me, I, on the other hand have such a weird ability that I sometime wish that I shouldn't have it, an ability which actually, well it's not a curse, but it's not a blessing either, but I have this ability, I had this for as long as I could remember, ability which make me things know that I shouldn't possibly know.
I can look into the future.
And could dive into the past
And then I could live it again.
What do I mean by that? Well it's more complicated than it sounds. Let me explain my ability to you guys in a much normal manner.
You know how people go to sleep at night, or the naps in the day or if you are too lazy anytime of the day, and you have dreams, sometimes of choclate castle, sometimes of money, sometimes of fame, sometimes of a girl and if you don't have a girl friend a naked girl covered in choclate on a bed made of money, if you are into that.
Well those are normal dreams.
In my case, I don't dream of that.
I could never have dream like those.
Because I always end up having dreams of future and past and if I am not having that dream and it's just a dreamless night.
Now you might be thinking that if I had a dream about future how I could I live it again.
Well answer to that question is because I am not just dreaming, its more like I am living that dream, which means if I die in that dream I am actually feeling myself get killed. That actually happened a few times. I died in my dreams. I was just happy that it was not a next day happening dream and it would take a few days for that to happen.
Now the worst part of the ability, I may or may not remember what happened when I woke up until something that ties in with the dream happens around me and make me feel as if it had happened to me before, like déjà vu. For example I sometimes would get dreams of my exam and the question paper I will get, including the questions and sometimes the answer that I am going to write. Which means I got the questions and answer of my exam but I won't remember it, not until my friend decided to mention of what might be important in the upcoming test.
Exam and tests are not the only thing I am able to see, I see a lot of things from deaths to danger, which how much I try, I am not able to avert it, it's as if it's fixed that if something bad was supposed to happen it will happen.
Well truthfully telling you, I am able to avert few dangers but I cannot help if some of them are jumping in and out of the danger on their own accord. Back to my ability, yes, so I get the feeling of déjà vu whenever something like this happened and I can avert it if said person is not doomed from the beginning, if they are even I am not able to do something.
And my past seeing ability.
Well it's much more weird than me being able to see the future. It would be fun if you are able to dream of your own past, me on the other hand will dream of the past of sometimes other people like how and what my friend was doing last summer while he was on the other end of world. It is not a good ability if you somehow end up seeing few things you should never see, the worst part is whenever I am dreaming about someone else past, it's like I am living it, his or her life again, and also die if you are living the dream of a dead man.
Difference between my future and past dream is one simple thing. I may or may not remember the dreams of future I might've. But I do remember the dreams and memories of the past.
Again not a good thing to do or have.
I had this ability for as long as I could remember.
But I never actually thought it was an ability, just that I've been having dreams where I am able to see question paper or I've dodged an incoming truck that could've ran over me. I never knew that it was an ability where I am able get a glimpse of future or that I could see the past of someone else. Those were just normal dreams that I had.
Not until things happened.
People were out for blood.
And I would end up being in the center of it all.