So it's been a couple weeks since Sophie and I had discovered our powers and she finally decided that she wants to tell Judah about everything that's been going on.
"Judah is gonna think I'm a freak, he's never gonna talk to me again, I've lost my boyfriend forever, we had a solid 5 months and that's it" she trails off panicking and my eyes widen.
5 months!? They were sneaking around for 5 months?
What the hell...
"Yeah, sorry about that" she says after I don't say anything for a while as if she can read my mind. "But we've got a bigger issue at hand. Judah is gonna dump my ass the the minute he finds out. But also, if I keep lying to him, he's still gonna break up with me because he won't trust me so I'm screwed either way and I don't know what to do because I love him so much I can't lose him..." she cries starting to break down in tears.
"Babe if he breaks up with you then he's an idiot and I know my cousin pretty well and he can be a dumbass sometimes but not that dumb, he loves you Soph, I don't think you could get rid of him even if you tried" I assure her pulling her into a hug and she smiles at me.
"I hope so" she sighs.
I was so nervous to tell Judah about everything that had happened with Arabella and I.
But I can't lie to him any longer, I've already been lying to him for weeks...
So I invited him over today to finally tell him the truth about what’s been going on with me. Hopefully this goes well.
"So, what's going on, you said you had something to tell me?" Judah asks me as we walk into my room.
"I just... yeah, I do have something to tell you, but I need you to promise me that you're not gonna freak out or get mad or think I'm a freak" I mutter the last part looking down.
"Babygirl I would never, nothing could ever change how I feel about you." He says. "I love you and I always will" he tells me looking into my eyes, pulling me close and taking my hands in his.
Well now I'm officially on the verge of tears which is not good because I definitely wasn’t planning on crying during all of this.
"I love you so much" I tell him wrapping my arms around him. "And I just really don't want anything to change between us because you're my whole world and you've always supported me and been there for me and I never wanna lose that but also I'd completely understand if you wanted to back out now because..." I pause thinking of the right way to tell him what I'm about to tell him.
"Baby what is going on?" He asks. "Whatever it is, I promise you, we're gonna be okay" he tells me pulling away so he can hold my face in his hands and look me in my teary brown eyes.
"Maybe it's better if I just show you" I say.
I close my eyes, open up my hands and spread out my fingers to try to conjure up as much energy as I can and now it starts coming to me more naturally.
Maybe I'm finally getting the hang of this. I feel the energy flowing through my veins yet again and I know the power is about burst out of my hands, now if I can just control it...
Purple fire shoots to the floor...
That wasn't supposed to happen.
I'm pretty sure I was aiming for the desk.
"What the hell was that?!" He asks looking at me like I'm crazy which is understandable.
"See, to tell you that, I would have to actually know the answer to that question" I nervously mutter and he just stares at me.
Not like he's scared though more like he doesn't believe me.
"I'm serious, I really don't know what's going on, not really, I mean.. Arabella and I are still trying to put the pieces of this messed up puzzle together and i..." he cuts me off.
"Arabella is involved in all of this?" He interrogates and I realized I probably should've kept my mouth shut about that.
"Yes but that wasn't really the point.." I pause trying to change the subject. "The point is, something happened to us recently and we're not really sure what at the moment but we kind of have a general idea that it's obviously something supernatural" I say and his eyes are still kind of wide from shock. "I really don't wanna keep secrets from you so I made a choice to tell you about all of this so please, please don't make me regret it because that would really suck and.." he cuts me off by taking my hands in his and pulling me into a kiss.
"Like I said, I love you Babygirl, and I'm all in, whatever it is, we're in this together, ride or die" he tells me when we pull away.
"I love you so much" I say before kissing him again.