Me and Kira went to my room where she laid down and picked out a Netflix show. I didn’t care what she picked; I was just enjoying our first time together in an actual bed. I sat down on the edge of my bed and continued to eat the rest of my food. I saw her Choose the show “Lucifer” and I couldn’t help myself.
Really? Into the devil are we now?
“Oh hush, you cannot judge me, I never got to finish it. So, I am taking this opportunity to catch up while you shove your face. Careful though, don’t choke.”
I swallowed my bite as she made her joke, thank god, as I was now laughing. I still could not believe that happened. I have never been one to make jokes, I’m still not sure what came over me, but I was enjoying myself
I would watch anything with you. It honestly doesn’t matter, I’m just happy to be here as a couple.
Kira smiled and began to rub her hand against my back. Even a meaningful touch as this made my dick throb.
“I’m glad to hear it, now Shush and stop distracting me, I’m trying to focus on my show.”
I chucked and settled in so I could watch as I finished my plate. After the first episode played through, I had finished my plate but, I had to admit it was a pretty good show, so far. I turned to face Kira who was fast asleep. Smiling, I covered her up with a blanket admiring her sleeping hearing the occasional light snore. I slid my finger over her cheek causing her to stir and move onto her back. I turned the TV off and decided I would take a shower. I quickly undressed and headed for the bathroom. I quietly shut the door behind me and turned on the faucet. I adjusted the heat, so it was just hot enough to relax my muscles but not enough to burn me. I stepped in and turned my back to the shower letting my head fall back so the water ran through my scalp and down my back.
I had washed my hair and was now facing the shower grabbing my loofah and soap and when I heard my glass shower doors open, revealing a naked sleepy Kira. She smiled at me as I turned towards her, loofah, and all.
Hey there beautiful. I didn’t mean to wake you.
“You didn’t, I got cold with your warmth there. That’s when I realized you weren’t there.”
I wrapped my arms around her, well I’m sorry, nonetheless.
“It’s fine, the shower is making up for it. Now turn around so I can wash your back for you.”
Kira grabbed the soap and loofah from my hands and began to rub the bar of soap all over the loofah. Once she was done, she put the soap down and I turned around. I felt her hand on my back first, then the loofah as it made it’s from my neck to my shoulders. She made several passes over my shoulders making sure they were covered in foamy soap. I then felt her make her way down my spine while branching out, taking care not to miss any spots as she made her way down to my ass where she stopped. Kira reached her hand around, handing me loofah. After I took it, I let the water wash it clean. Before I could finish though I felt both of Kira’s hands on me. She began rubbing my shoulders, both hands working in unison. I couldn’t help the moans which escaped my lips as her massage was mind blowing. The sparks from her touch just amplified the massage causing my whole body to relax. My head went back as I was relishing this treatment.
My body had relaxed so much into her touch, but my dick seemed to have other ideas as he was standing to attention. Throbbing for a massage of his own. I turned around and quickly took Kira’s face into my hands, not wasting another minute I pressed my lips to hers, completely taking her by surprise. She moaned into my lips as I brought my core to her, so she could feel my hard on.
“Charlie, before this goes too far... I think we should talk.”
I felt her tense as she tried to put some distance in between us.
“But before I do, Can I borrow your loofah?”
It is all yours baby. I’ll be in the bedroom waiting for you.
I quickly got out of the shower and grabbed a towel from the rack and stepped out. As I opened the bathroom door as a burst of cooler air hit me. I decided to leave the door open to help with some of the heat seeing as the walls were starting to sweat. I went into my closet and removed my towel, brushing it against my skin all over to quicken the drying process. As I did, I couldn’t help but wonder what got into Kira in the shower. I didn’t like to worry like this.
After I was finished drying myself, I threw the towel into the hamper along with my clothes from earlier and grabbed a fresh pair of boxers and a pair of basketball shorts. I was begging to get dressed when I heard the shower turn off and the doors open. A minute later Kira was stepping out. She had a towel wrapped around her breasts and one in her hair. She eyed me from head to toe and began to blush.
Please Kira, you are freaking me out, what did you want to talk about?
“Charlie please sit, I’m not trying to freak you out, but I do feel I should be honest, since I don’t want any secrets between us.”
I soaked in her words and couldn’t help but feel like I had seen this movie before. I went and sat on the bed motioning for her to join me. I tried to keep the worry from my face as I faced her. As I did, I couldn’t help but see the extreme worry on hers. This did not help ease my worry, in fact it threw me into overdrive.
“Charlie, I love you, I hope you know that. And I have never done anything to disprove that.”
Well this was off to a great start.
Uh ok Kira, why don’t you just tell me what you are trying to say. So far this isn’t sounding so great.
“God, I hate that this was even happening, I never asked for it! You have to believe me Charlie. It’s just something that’s there. But you have nothing to worry about I swear.”
Well she took my advice and just sort of spit it out like a cannonball, all the while she still has managed to make me more confused. I felt like she still wasn’t getting to the point.
Kira, please calm down and just tell me what you’re really trying to tell me.
“Fine, ok but I’m starting from the beginning.” “as you know I met Luke the day I shifted. Before I knew you were my mate. And when I met him, I felt weird. I never felt in danger and actually I felt like I was being drawn to him. NOTHING happened though. But the weird thing is, when we met him today, I think I was aroused by him. I think some part of me is attracted to him or something. I don’t understand it all.”
She took a deep breath after she unloaded her truth onto me, and I watched her as she scanned me for any emotions at all. I could see her fingers were fidgeting with each other, but I let my head fall so my gaze was now on my feet. I knew she was waiting for me, but I wanted to make sure I handled this right. I didn’t want to fight or scare away my mate. And right now, my wolf was whining with anger. I stood up from the bed and made my way over to the window where I stared out into darkness.
I know Kira. I mean I didn’t know all of it, but I smelt you when we were in the woods with Luke. I was hoping it was nothing but obviously it is, especially if you felt the need to talk to me about it.
She didn’t respond and I didn’t turn around either. I could feel how sad and afraid she was. We both just accepted the silence between us. I honestly didn’t know what to say or do. I could feel my heart beating in my chest. Its rhythm had picked up pace. I could hear my wolf as he was crying out in pain. I was lost in a sea of emotions when I felt her touch as she wrapped her arms around my waist and rested her head on my back.
I am so sorry Charlie. I have no explanation for it. I have no answers. I just know I love you and I know how I feel about you. Please don’t be mad at me. I… I need you.
I could hear her begin to cry and I couldn’t take that. So, I turned around and scooped her up bridal style. Tears were now falling down her cheek. I could barely make them out as she wouldn’t make eye contact with me. She did put her arms around my neck, and she rested her head against my chest. I let my head rest on hers as I made my way over to the bed where I laid us down. She repositioned herself so she was curled up against me resting her head on my chest once more.
“I’m so sorry Charlie, I don’t deserve you.” Her words broke my heart as I listened to her Sobb, still not sure what to say. Instead I just rubbed my hand up and down her back, hoping to bring some comfort to her.