Chapter 18 - Pain & Pleasure
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“Did the Moon Goddess tell you about our children...how a dragon and a werewolf’s children were going to be possible?” I asked as I looked at her, so many thoughts going through my mind. I wanted children but I didn’t want them if it meant I would loose my mate. I just got her and now I was scared shit-less.
I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from crying. Oh, yes, a dragon crying was almost impossible, but from the way my heart was slowly breaking, my breaths in a pant, I knew I was close to crying. Hailey didn’t know dragon customs. If we couldn’t reproduce I would have to take a mistress and it wasn’t something I could do to her.
I tried to calm myself down, knowing I was sending my thoughts straight into her mind. I waited for her to say something.
Don’t be silent.
“She did,” Hailey quietly confirmed my question. She took a huge breath of air and blew it out. “I...”
I could hear Draco’s heart beating out of control. I wasn’t trying to mean and not answer him, but he caught me off guard when he asked about our children. I hadn’t told him anything about what my grandmother had told me and I wasn’t sure how he was going to react to the news. I knew I couldn’t stall any longer. My mate looked as if he could cry at any moment. I caught his thought about not taking a mistress, something that was dragon customs if their mate couldn’t birth children.
My mate would never take a mistress. Him having a mistress would be a death sentence for them. I wouldn’t hesitate to kill them. I calmed down and read him, knowing he would never take a mistress was calming to me. I instantly relaxed and looked at my mate. I could see his wariness, his heartbreak, and his hope.
“I-I know about our children. I know how many I will carry my first pregnancy and thereafter, but I can’t tell you how many or their names until they are born. I’m sorry, but it’s the way it will have to be.” I smiled up at him and noticed he still looked worried.
“But, how are you going to birth dragon eggs?” Draco asked, shakiness in his voice.
I smiled bigger at his question. “Do you know about werewolf markings?”
“Uh, no.” He pulled me even closer than before.
“Well, werewolves mark their mate.” I brushed my fingers across his neck and tapped where he would wear my mark, causing him to shudder. “This is where I will mark you. You don’t need to mark me back for me to have a gene of the dragon in my dna. I already have a small amount.” I turned and looked him in the eyes. “But, it would be more powerful if you did mark me. My grandmother said she would grant you the teeth to mark me, or you can use your own,” I explained as I smiled up at him.
“Would I mark you in the same part as you marked me?” I heard him ask me, my heart racing more. I wanted him to mark and mate me. It was as if I was under a spell from my mate and I wanted him bad.
“Yes.” He saw sniff the air, his eyes widening.
“Let’s go to my room and talk more about this, okay?” I knew we wouldn’t be just stalking but I couldn’t stop myself even if I wanted to. Our mating was important for some reason. I didn’t fight it. I nodded my head as he scooped me up in his arms.
I waved bye to my family, asking them to call me when our mom was allowed visitors. I knew they would be shouting at me through our mind-link if something bad happened. I could teleport us if there was a problem.
I looked through Draco’s memories. I wanted to see where his bedroom was. As soon as I got the information I teleported us to his room removing our clothes magically. My wolf was driving me crazy with dirty thoughts. She had me so sex crazed I couldn’t tell where her thoughts began or when mine ended. I knew I was letting off enough pheromones to make everyone in our vicinity high.
Draco looked down and noticed I had stripped him out of his clothes. His eyes were wide and his mouth was agape. I fixed his problem with his mouth and eyes when I kissed me on all three. I pecked his lips and his eyes.
“What are you doing to me?” I heard Draco ask me as he laid me down on his bed.
“Trying to show you how we will be able to have dragon and werewolf babies.’ I looked up at him through my eyelashes, a smirk on my face. I wasn’t worried about nudity, well, not at least with Draco. There was something about him that called to me and my wolf. We were excited to make him ours.
“Hmm,” he hummed. “You’re trying to seduce me, aren’t you?”
“Is it working?” I asked as I licked my dry lips, Draco’s eyes following my tongue. I bit my lip to stop myself from attacking him. I was desperate for him, needy for him.
“Oh yes, my beautiful mate, it’s definitely working,” Draco purred.
“Do we have to wait until after we are mated by your priest?” I asked, hoping and praying with everything in me that we didn’t have to wait.
“No. We don’t need to wait for anything except for your permission,” He softly told me as he looked at me from head to toe, making my body heat up more and my core to burn for his cock. I never thought I would turn sex crazed, but, there was something about Draco that put my body in overdrive.
“Good. Permission granted, Draco,” I purred, smiling up at him. I pulled him to me and kissed him. Our tongues fought for dominance, Draco winning. My toes were curled, my core was soaking wet, and my back was arched as I pulled him closer to me.
“Well, then, I am coming aboard.” He smiled at me and tenderly kissed me. His hands traveled all over my body, stopping at my core every time, but never touching me there. I was about to make him touch me when he did.
My back arched even more, bringing my core closer to his cock. It was as if I was a cat instead of a wolf. Every time he would brush up against me I would purr and rub myself on him. I was begging for his attention, begging for his cock to come closer. I never said the words out loud but my body language was speaking for me.
“Do you want me inside of you?” He asked seductively.
“Yes!” I exclaimed, not caring if anyone could hear me. This man had me over heated, wet, and shaking. “Just go slow, please. It’s my first time to be with anyone and I want you to teach me.”
“It’s my first time, too. I wanted to wait for my mate, so how about we teach each other?” Draco asked me. I was too surprised to say anything for a moment. I would have sworn he had slept with other women. He was an alluring man, sexy as all get out, and powerful. I know how power pulls all sorts of people to you. Hell, it happened to me all the time but I only wanted my mate. I didn’t want to be known as a whore, not like some of the women of our pack. I could never do that to my mate.
I nodded my head and pulled him down for a kiss. I soaked in his flavor. He was hot, spicy. I wanted to lick him all over but I would settle for a taste of his cum in my mouth. I could only imagine his taste if his lips were something to go by.
We took everything in slow motion at first, but it didn’t last long. One minute we were kissing and the moment he was lined up with my core, waiting on my permission to continue. I quickly nodded my head. I wanted to know what he felt like.
Like, I had waited on him forever
Like, I had known him forever
He pushed his cock into me ever so slowly. When I got to my barrier he stopped and looked down at me. I didn’t give him permission, my wolf and I had had enough and surged forward.
Pain and pleasure
Here we come