You know, I still don't get why people think I'm weird.
Yes, as I sit here in a free period, that's what I declare.
I try to drown out the chatter and kill the thoughts floating around in my mind.
Like how the heck I am going to finish, or even start this paper.
I shake my head, bringing myself back to reality.
I just want to leave this damn, gods forsaken pack.
A few of my schoolmates are not afraid to point out my 'flaw' either.
Everyone can shapeshift except for me, everyone is in tune with their wolf.
The only thing left for them now is to worry about who their mates will be.
'Maybe I should reject her, will she reject me?'
'Will it is a problem to my mate that I slept around?'
'Well, that's what I thought their problems are.'
I hate that I am different.
''Freak, wolf less girl,'' someone called out.
My stupid, adapted sister, Camille. Had said once that it is because I'm part albino.
Sure my skin is pale as paint, whereas everyone else has olive skin, but it still made no sense.
"Ok, I'm far from it." I just had to yell back
But my face, well my face is a soft oval shape.
Oh, and I'm tall, standing at 5'9, and lanky too.
''Don't let the circus leave you. Freak!!''
"I use to this, just so you know," I announced to no one in particular.
No one answers, they just carry on with their foolish acts.
Their words no longer bother me, because, I don't care.
Besides, I have jokes of my own.
Bullies are nothing but bullies, but when the tables turn they act like they are the victims.
But in truth, they are the evil that is plaguing our very land, they are the reason for their own failure.
"Oh wow, another note. I must be special."
Noting that this time it is an origami.
I made sure not to stick my finger in it like the last time because someone was nasty enough to put their nose snot in it.
The words reject is written all over it.
"And like, is this poorly drawn figure suppose to be me? Thanks."
I had to roll my eyes, sometimes I wish I am a wolf.
'Like setting them on fire, going Hulk, or having a cool hammer to pulverize them with.'
The bell goes off not long after, which means I have two hours left in this place.
I have no interest in what is going on in the class.
She is mixing up two completely different histories.
The final bell sound, I dash from my seat as soon as it did.
She got the name because she can chill you to your bones, but the biggest disadvantage is.
So they call her 'sometimes freeze,' or 'maybe freeze.'
"Hayley, the bell doesn't dismiss you, I do.''
A few kids laugh, and Constantine's face turn ugly.
Let me tell you, Constantine is very pretty. Even at her age, she could have been a model or miss Universe.
But when she gets angry, she has a way of morphing her human face with her wolf face.
"This isn't about the school rules, this is my rules.'' Constantine growl.
I gave a sly smile.
Did I forget to tell you that I'm a smart ass?
I have a remark for everything and never back down from anyone.
"Must you forget, you are walking a very fine line, young lady. With no parents around, you surely push your luck, a lot.''
"Oh, Sometime freeze, sometime freeze, if only I fear you. You better watch it, or else wolf's bane will be in your water supply." I match her attitude.
"Just remember that I'm not a wolf, not like your sad rabid arse.''
That made Constantine back down.
"The Alpha might be protecting you now, but he will not always be around."
"Should I report back to him? Because that seem to me like you are planning something, a challenge maybe?"
We stare each other down for a while
"Bye, I have to go, don't like wasting precious time."
I could feel Constantine's eyes watching me.