Back in our room, Noah immediately settles on the bed, I see him wince as he lies down, so I help him arrange the pillows behind his back.
“Come next to me.” He motions for me to join him.
I move to his side, resting my head on his chest.
“Talk to me Amelia. I can feel that you’re not well.” He makes small circles on my cheek with his thumb.
“I can’t stop thinking about yesterday.” I sigh. “I killed two people, Noah. I never thought I’d kill anyone.”
“You fought back that’s different. Look, as you might guess I’ve killed people too, and lots of them. Unfortunately, we don’t have a choice, it’s a battle. When I told you to stay in the bunker with the others, it was not only because I didn’t think you could defend yourself but also because I didn’t want you to be confronted with all this. I wanted to save you from all this violence.”
“I know but I just didn’t think. When I saw you I didn’t hesitate for a second to join you.” I reply sincerely.
“Do you want to talk to someone about this?”
“By someone you mean a shrink?” I ask him surprised.
“Yes, there’s one at the pack. I’ve been to one myself and it helped me.”
“I’d like to, yes. I think it can only help me.”
I have to admit I’m relieved at the thought, I’m going to be able to express what I’m feeling without being judged and this pack shrink must have faced this kind of situation more than once.
“Now we rest.” I know that’s not a suggestion but an order. I am so tired that I decide not to argue and close my eyes.
My urge to go to the bathroom wakes me up, I don’t know how long I slept. Noah is still sleeping so I do my best not to wake him up. When I get out of bed I look at the time, I have slept for three hours.
After going to the toilet I pick up my phone and decide to call my mother from the dressing room. David must have told her about the previous day’s events.
She picks up on the second ring.
“My darling. How are you feeling?” She asks me worriedly.
“I’m fine, don’t worry. I’ve already healed completely, I only had a few scratches."I said to reassure her.
“And Noah? David told me he was staying in the infirmary. He hasn’t fully healed yet?”
“The doctor has cleared him to join our room. He needs to rest and he’ll be good as new in no time.”
“That’s good. I was worried sick but David kept me updated as events unfolded and I figured you had other things to deal with so I didn’t call you right away.”
“You don’t have to explain yourself and besides if you want to call me you know very well you can. I’ll always make time for my little mummy.”
I can hear her smiling on the other end of the line.
“Sophia told me about Tom too. Very few people here are in the know. I found it hard to believe that he’s being received this Christian knowing he’d taken you.”
“Yeah.” I sigh. “I’d like to talk to him to understand what was going through his mind.”
This is the first time I’ve admitted out loud that I want an explanation from Tom. I don’t know if Noah will agree.
After a pause my mother speaks again.
“And Sophia also told me about Alpha’s place. Do you know what you’re going to do?”
“Honestly no.” I answer her genuinely.
We talk for a while more and after promising to visit her very soon, we hang up.
When I return to the room, Noah is awake and looking at me.
“I hope I didn’t wake you up?” I ask him.
“No, don’t worry. It was when I woke up that I noticed you were gone and I heard you talking so I assumed you were on the phone.”
“Yes I called my mother, I thought she must be worried.”
“You did the right thing.”
I resume my original position next to him and kiss him tenderly on the lips. One of his hands goes down my neck, then onto my chest? I smile against his lips before telling him.
“Have you forgotten what the doctor told you?”
He raises his eyes to the sky. “But I want to.” He talks like a child who is denied a snack and I can’t hold back my laughter.
“Hey, don’t make fun, it’s not my fault I have the most beautiful and sexy mate in the world.” He tells me withe a lustful glance.
“In the world? Just that?” And I laugh harder.
I feel a little sorry for him, so I decide to lighten his mood. I move over, only to find myself straddling him. I kiss him, our tongues dancing against each other. I want to take off his shirt but I’m too afraid of hurting him so I go straight for his trousers, reach under and grab his cock.
I move my hand from top to bottom, accelerating my movements more and more. When I feel that she is hard, I move my mouth down to his cock without ever leaving his gaze. I put it fully in my mouth and suck hard from the start. He moans loudly and places one of his hands on my head and pushes his cock deeper into my throat. I continue to suck him hard without using my hands and very quickly he comes in my mouth and I swallow all his seed.
I stand up and while looking at him I lick my lips.
“I confirm that you are the sexiest mate a man could ever dream of.” He tells me breathlessly.
I smile shyly back at him and without saying a word I lie down beside him, placing my head on his chest and one of my legs on his. It doesn’t take me long to fall back to sleep.