Noah wasn’t kidding when he said he wanted me to be ready for the fight. The training was really intense, he didn’t give me a second of rest, I even had to beg him to take a break. But on the other hand, I don’t want him to spare me, I want to be at my best and be able to defend myself and the people I care about when the time comes.
As soon as we finish training, I go straight upstairs for a shower. I let the hot water run while I get rid of my sweaty clothes. When I’m in the shower, I stand still under the water for a while, letting the hot water relax my muscles. I feel a pair of muscular arms embrace me and Noah pulls me closer.
“Why didn’t you wait for me? As soon as I told you practice was over I didn’t have time to say phew you were already gone.” He tells me and I feel his smile on my neck.
“Do you think you deserved me waiting for you?” I ask him, pretending to be serious.
“Why wouldn’t I deserve it?”
“You didn’t spare me in training. You were merciless to me.” I tell him with a pout.
“I’m merciless with everyone.” He pauses. “I’ll make it up to you.”
He places small wet kisses along my neck, insisting on my mark which makes me moan. He smiles for a brief moment before continuing his assault. One of his hands teases one of my boobs, while his other hand moves down to between my legs. He rubs his finger against my already wet opening, before sliding a finger in, which makes me moan and arch my back. I rest one of my hands against the shower wall to hold myself in place, I use my other hand to find his cock. As he inserts two fingers into me, I slide my hand along his cock, making him moan.
Taking me by surprise, he suddenly turns me over, kissing me passionately on the mouth and forcing his way in with his tongue. He lifts me up by spreading my legs and pulls me down his length. I moan loudly as his dick enters my pussy. He pins me against the wall and fucks me fast and hard. I am breathless, pulling his hair and moaning against his lips. He puts all his energy into fucking me and we quickly cum together.
“I’ve missed you. I don’t want to spend even one more day away from you.” He says, his forehead against mine.
“Neither do I.” I answer him with the utmost sincerity. “I love you Noah.”
“I love you Amelia.”
We end up in the shower, soaping each other up.
After we get dressed, Noah goes back into his office to work with Alec while I join Sophia for lunch.
While we have lunch, Sophia tells me about the preparations for the baby’s arrival. And she’s so excited that it’s great to see. It’s a nice change from all the drama going on with Christian or who’s going to be the next Night Pack Alpha.
After lunch, I follow Noah’s directions and head to Dr. F’s office. After knocking on the door, a rather tall and athletic woman in her forties opens the door for me. She is a brunette with curly hair, a rather dark complexion and large black eyes.
“Hello Luna Amelia, I’m Dr. F.” She introduces herself.
“Hello Dr. F. Nice to meet you.” I reply.
Her office is very cosy, there are two brown leather sofas facing each other and an armchair, also in brown leather, in between. A large Persian style pale pink and grey carpet is placed on the floor. Many green plants are placed everywhere, large paintings of various landscapes decorate the walls.
Dr. F invites me to sit on one of the sofas.
“Should I lie down? I ask her innocently.
“Do you want to lie down?”
“No, I’d rather sit.”
“Well then, sit. Have you ever consulted a psychologist?” She asks me.
“No, never before.” I am a little nervous.
“Luna Amelia, you mustn’t get formal, this isn’t a film where you’re going to lie on the couch and tell me about your childhood. Here, you’re the one who’s going to lead the conversation and we’ll talk about whatever subject you want. I will never tell you what you should do or what you should have done, just as I will never judge you. Everything that is said in this room stays in this room. Agreed?” She explains to me calmly.
“Alpha Noah told me that you felt the need to talk to someone following the events that took place at the pack. And by events I mean mainly the battle.”
“Yes, that’s right. Noah had asked me to join the others in the bunker, but I didn’t listen to him and joined him on the battlefield. For the first time in my life I killed. I killed two people to be exact.” I tell him, looking at my hands.
“Do you feel guilty about killing those people?”
“Do you think you would be standing in front of me if you hadn’t killed them?”
I don’t even have to think to answer that question. “No.”
“So it was you or them, or even the Alpha Noah, if I understand correctly?”
“Yes it was.” I sigh. “I don’t have anything to feel guilty about I know, but seeing Claire lying on the ground...”
“Who’s Claire?” She asks me.
And I explain. Everything. My captivity, Christian, etc. I empty my bag, I take out everything I have inside me. After an hour of talking together, she informs me that we will meet once a week, if I agree, and that we can stop seeing each other as soon as I feel the need.
When I leave her office, I feel exhausted, drained. I didn’t even know myself how much was on my mind. And the worst thing is that we didn’t even talk about my father. I feel that I have a long way to go to finally be at peace with myself again.