I've never liked living as a omega in the pack, i was picked on a lot. Nobody cared for me because of how weak i was but maybe that's exactly what I wanted... For them to think I'm weak.
I like to think of myself as a strong, smart and deceiving girl that has made herself an identity that's not really hers. I'm smart but not mathematically.
No one had ever piqued an interest in me. I've never experienced love and I don't plan to.
I could sit around and wait for my probably non existent mate to show up but I hate how cliche it sounds. Why let all of the men have all of the fun traveling, whilst women sit back and wait.
I have already promised myself that I was to only look after myself in this harsh and cruel world.
Alpha Silver's POV:
Leaving my pack was exciting, i get to look for my mate, my other half and whilst all this was exciting it was also terrifying because I had a pack to look after now.
I left with the rest of the men who were also in search of their previous gift from the moon goddess.
I was oddly terrified of how my mate might be like. Would she be funny? Would she be kind? Would she be smart? ... Would she accept me?
Nothing could have prepared me for this.
I have spent the last 4 years searching for her to no avail. I have held multiple events, attended multiple events and traveled whenever I could but I just couldn't find her. So eventually I just gave up.
It truly frustrated me how she and I had not crossed paths yet. It is tiring.
I have assumed and accepted that she is probably dead.
My wolf begs for there to have been a mistake or something but I am now 22 with all hopes and dreams of a mate gone.
I am the Alpha of the Stonefire pack, north from the neutral human towns. My pack consists of over 250 wolves.