How well did you know her what was she like did she have a job did she work and what was her interests and where did her inspiration to do wrong happen? Why was she so distressed and how many people especially women wives feed on her? Was she a call girl did she put it about what did she do all day what did she make of her appearances? Did she become socially accepted why did she go to University when did she seek help when is she now no matter what we say unable to speak to seek help? Why is she silenced?
“She does not earn any money?” Ha there is a generous laugh and someone has just made a beeline for some girl who was shoving up his mate. It is so crass even low class what does a woman who has everything want she wants to know what lower class means. This is what it means when anyone can have a go without the man taking control of the situation, he will lead me to my death. Dad does not say anything this is what the rich are made of.” It is so funny that she is now without cash and has to do all the work herself. Put me down for it too.”
He was in somewhere land called the cocoon land he did not even note it. That it passed him by what got him I thought in somewhere else where he was where?
“Why? She stupid?” asks dad whose religion is money.
“My daughter has no sense she does not have a money brain which is what most people now have.”
This is what you have loved more than me more than us?” Said dad in some consolation. He the consolation prize I priced myself more than a shag and what had I done? I was done for.
“Art is nothing it is all about money. We must copy what you do and then earn and make more use of it.”
I should win the bravery award for being in this beastly café.
They looked stunned as my face expresses this. I can’t even think what I was loathing them or me for having to be where I had been placed by life by circumstances now, I hated them and wished they would all leave us to starve in peace. No sooner said than done and they did as what they were told,
“We do not care to be served by you at all.”
So, the gang went into action doing their degree and doing the note taking and most got on in life. It is with sorrow that the knife crime went up? But that is not your dad? Hotels just around the corner a description matching one of him or his friends so what? It was not him he is an honest hard-working man.
He had so many nice surprises I had a whole lot of worst nightmares and the two do not meet somehow, he got on my nerves coming looking so refined. I wanted nothing more to do with him.
My lover has become my ex and that is what this is all about I told myself I shook myself I was not the first to have lost on love. The thing was that woman was destroying the business too. She had to have everything from me. I wanted to tell the guy but she did not leave his side the dishy man took on the mantel of the husband and would not believe it now. There was not much to seek in him he had to shag his wife at the precise moment he had to be where he could be found at his desk and at that certain time, he had to catch a plane and that certain time he had to do this and that. When in the café he had her and his phone for company.
“It comes down to is it love anymore or is it this disaster waiting to happen.”
“The policeman came saying if I hurt anyone I would be charged.”
“I was so frightened had the jellies.”
She must have sent them. I was over wrought nerves and this made her nervy? My God these creeps have everything under control.
The thing is when they are robbing the police are helping them.
Yes, damn right the damn cop came telling me he the head or something and he was in charge and I must be good and gave me advise where he would put me. I got damn good at serving him out of the shop he asked for something he did look slightly off. I made sure I made sure I had not broken the law.
She sure was busy?
She did it with the barrels she was so good and used the whole system. She said no harm in using everything when one something than one has to be fighting. He said all is fair in love and war.
“When I nearly got done in for sure they did ask me out the company of men they did take no for an answer because we now this creep show and there were no customers no money and this half mad me waiting on tables on tablets. I make no apology for that she got what she wanted.
He encouraged her by saying all is fair in love and war. It was as if he waved the banner, he a man so involved with his own side of things he destroyed us.
He did not want me anymore?
No most definitely he asked for her all the time. He not involved with the show anymore he did not see the side show he did not know what was happening he did not know why it was and he did not only not ask he pretended he did not see. When at nine I had been narrowly raped than when I grew, he thought that people change what he does not know once the victim is earmarked that victim is always in danger. He did not see you see?