Forbiddance
Denial
Denial
Of something so vital
A life devoid of this
Is a life void of bliss
Denial
Denial
It’s not necessary for my survival
And yet I feel this needing
A sensation in my chest is breeding
Fighting and fending off this feeling
All these pains and woes have me reeling
How can I be human
When I feel so excluded?
Knowing that I’m dead inside
How do I open up this void of mine?
I see the sparkle of light there
But I don’t know how to bring it here
Why did it have to be me?
The only one okay with being lonely.