After the Park
Here's the video Rose took of me at the park. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKMoJrvlmZE
Rose and I apologize for the lack of audio. Her phone fucking sucks and the mic shits out every once in a while. That was one of those times. And also before any one else asks; I was born female. I'm a closeted (though obviously not-so-closeted now) trans boy. Up until now, only my friends know.
After we left Starbucks, Rose and Rebecca talked me down from my homicidal rage as we walked back to Rebecca’s house, and from there we discussed our next course of action; research.
My dad picked me up, I went home and ate dinner and somehow convinced him to let me drive back to Rebecca’s. It was a 3 day weekend, so we had plenty of time to research.
But we had no idea where to start.
It was almost 8:00 PM, we had been ‘researching’ for hours (we watched movies the entire time) and overall had absolutely nothing to go off of.
I don’t remember how Rose got the idea of it, but she texted her then platonic girlfriend Anne about it.
Anne once told Rose that she was psychic, but with Rose being Rose, she brushed it off. But Rose asked her about it this time.
Anne confirmed it like “yeah, I’m psychic. I can see stuff” (not the actual dialogue, but you get it)
Rose asked her to prove it.
Anne proved it, all fucking right.
She described Cassie down to the exact detail; how I called her Bug or Moose, how she looked, her attitude, everything. Rose swore that she had never mentioned anything about Cassie to Anne. None of my social media has any mentions of Cassie at all. Up until today, nobody but Rose and my family knew about Cassie.
Hearing that made the wounds rip open again, everything that I found out today hit me like a ton of bricks.
From there, we asked her if she saw anything peculiar around me. She said yes, and matched word for word that the man she saw was the one Will saw around me as well, though sometimes it was a shadow rather than a man.
Eventually Will had to go home, leaving the three of us alone.
Rebecca, Rose, and I were all up until 4 the next morning, I was digging a hole in the carpet from pacing, we got minimal information from our research at that point (after the Anne thing, we finally started doing intense research on the internet), the knocks started up, I had a nightmare every time I tried to nap, but at around 5 we finally fell asleep.
We woke up at about 9, I felt like I got hit by a truck or some shit from sleeping on the floor and begged Rose and Rebecca to walk out to town with me to stretch my muscles out.
Before we left, Will was dropped off and we walked into town to try to clear our heads, and spent the whole day just walking around town doing nothing but shopping.
We spent the day after doing research. We finally got somewhere and came to the conclusion that it was a parasitic entity, and thought that was that.
A month after that, I came down with a sudden and severe case of pneumonia. My day for 2 and 1/2 weeks consisted of nothing but breathing treatments and sleep, save for the nightmares that sometimes kept me up until 4 in the morning.
I eventually got over it, and got back to school and my job.
I worked as a substitute tutor for a while after school on tuesdays and thursdays. It was two weeks ago, on tuesday, when shit went down.
I was sitting at the table tutoring Rose’s students since she was out that day, sitting across from Rebecca.
I was in the middle of helping one of Rose’s students with reading when all of a sudden I got a I felt like I was going to pass out and my eyes burned. My head felt really silky and I felt like I was slipping.
I blacked out again.
I came to, once again, still sitting at the table, Rebecca was trying not to freak out, my eyes burned and my head hurt.
We finally left tutoring about 5 minutes later, and from there we discussed what happened.
Rebecca told me I wasn’t blinking again, my eyes were turning red, and I was sitting stock still.
So for reference, this is what my eyes look like during one of these episodes.
And this is what my eyes look like normally.
I was then picked up from tutoring, and nothing more happened for the rest of the day.
On wednesday, I came home from school to find the shelf holding a few of Cassie’s old toys and a bunch of little statues flung from the wall.
Nothing was broken, save for the one statue my mother cherishes the most.
It’s a Precious Moments statue thing, of an angel taking a baby away from the crying mother.
The angel and the baby broke away from the mother, the angel’s halo broke off a little but was otherwise intact.
The mother however was completely decapitated.
http://i.imgur.com/ymsC65x.jpg <picture there
The shelf was screwed into the fucking wall. My dad and I put it up ourselves. It could not come off unless it was slid to the left after pinching the clasp.
What the shelf system looks like: http://i.imgur.com/LZNGGeF.png
The entire thing freaked me out. I thought the worst and called my mom’s work to make sure she was okay.
After my mother got home, I read somewhere that peridot helps protect against attacks and shit like this so I put my peridot pendant in my mother’s purse. It seems to be working for the time being.
Another week passed without incident until this last thursday.
I was sitting in my last class of the day, talking to Rose over Lync on our school tablets.
There was about 10 minutes left in class when it happened again.
I felt like I was going to pass out, my eyes burned, my head felt silky, and I was slipping again. I managed to tell Rose what was going on before I blacked out again.
I snapped out of it while I was walking. Rose was freaking out, trying to get me to come with her.
My head hurt and I felt like shit so all I said was “Bus” and I left and went to the bus.
Rose, Rebecca, Will, and I finally went “yeah, not a parasitic entity” and looked into it more.
I feel fucking stupid for not realizing it sooner.
The recurring 3’s everywhere, the physical attacks, everything points directly towards a motherfucking demon.
For those of you wondering “Where the hell are his parents”, let me clarify; my parents are extremely religious and would lose their shit if they knew I believed in this. (also one reason why I’m closeted ahahahahdsjfejwjjml) I still love them though, hence why I’m freaked out about the decapitated mother statue.
As for Rose, Will, and Rebecca’s parents, I have no clue if they told them or not. I don’t know if it would help us anyway though. Whatever.
I’m just so incredibly done with this shit.