’Dear mom and dad,
I would sit down before you read this. You won’t like to hear this. The past couple of days have been hard for me. I got to know a lot of things, I experienced a lot of things and had a lot of emotions. I don’t know if you already noticed, but I haven’t been feeling really good lately, I fought with my negative thoughts and thought that I could get over this by going on this trip. It didn’t work.
I was thinking about this for some time now, but I didn’t want to disappoint you. Now I lost one of the only people who could help me with my feelings. I just can’t do this anymore. I can’t mentally do this anymore.
I’m sorry that I will hurt you and that I have to disappoint you again.
Much love Emilia <3’