Chapter 10: The Garden
In the Bible, it will tell you in Genesis 6 about the sons of gods who favoured the daughters of men and took for them wives and bore children. I am not going to quote scriptures, but you can I recommend go read up on it for yourself.
I belong to Yahweh. I am His. I do not belong to any other. Not the Red Dragon I was given to. No more. I belong to Yahweh. He is my God. He is now my Father. I have no family here anymore. I disowned them. I belong to Yahweh. It is Him who I pray guides my writing. For I know what I was taught was darkness, and I want to only spread Light. Yahwehs’ Light. Not the light from the light bearer. Yahwehs’ Truth, the True Light that comes from the Creator God Yahweh. Not mother earth as some worship, not Lucifer the light bearer. No-one but Yahweh.
Perhaps what I speak will make no sense to you, that is ok. This is written for those who know of what I speak, of what I know. For them I write this, so that they might know that there is hope. There is. I know for I am one of the lucky ones who got to experience it. I am one of the lucky ones and every day I live I am aware of how lucky I am. It’s been four and a half years and I am still overwhelmed with gratitude and I still battle to believe it happened. But it did.
“They” said it was hopeless, that no-one would care to save us, but they lied. We believed their lie. Until we learnt the truth. There are good people out there, good people, real people in the normal world that know nothing of where we come from yet they stand by us and they saved us. There is hope.
What you need to you to know, is basically this. For this forms the foundation (for lack of a better word) of what “they” believe in. But this is an explanation, in my limited vocabulary.
Please note there is possibly a lot of flaws in what I write below, but what I write is what is believed by “them”. And they are deceived. Let nothing I write deceive you. I pray from these perhaps flawed writings you might find the Truth, and the Truth that will set you free.
I write to those who know of what I know. And I hope to let you know just one thing... there is hope. There is hope of you to be rescued. I pray you find it. I pray that this book might bring to an awareness of it so that when the opportunity of hope arises that you may perceive it and know when it is your moment to risk it all.
Risk, I know, it’s a risk. Risk on the wrong person and you will pay, I know. I don’t undermine your fear. I just need you to know that there is that hope, that sometimes risk will pay off. May you risk at the right opportunity and may you find your freedom.
In the garden, yeah that’s right, the Adam and Eve garden, that garden, Lucifer was present, the cherub. The fallen cherub. He fell because of pride and he rebelled against God. Lucifer, the snake-god as I know him. Right now, I just need you to know that was Lucifer.
The watchers, the 200 fallen angels. Azazel was the fallen angel who taught the art of war and the beautifying of oneself with makeup etc. Azazel is the one I know as the Red Dragon.
Azazel and Lucifer are two different beings. The Red Dragon and the Snake.
Molech or Baal. Baal worship is spoken of in the bible. Molech worship was and is still done today and was in the past by ancients. Molech is the one who likes his sacrifices burnt in the fire. Who likes the children to be sacrificed to him.
I want you to notice something. Demons (grouping them all under one name for sake of generalisation) have what is called “sigils”. Sigil are “signs” or “tokens” that are related to a specific demon. Like their name written in a picture form.
You will notice if you play around with Lucifer and Azazels sigils that together they form the six point star in the circle.
The Red Dragon, Snake-god and Molech form the unholy trinity. The three in one of the dark side. Three separate entities yet they are one. They can interchange at will. But they are three different entities.
This is important to understand, for those that I am writing.
In the garden, Adam and Eve “fell”. This means they went against Gods authority in a sense, just like Lucifer did, just like the watchers did. They were deceived by the snake god and went against Gods authority and “partook of the forbidden fruit”. They were told their eyes would be opened and they would be like God. Just as Lucifer in his rebellion wanted to sit on the throne and be God.
God curses the snake god and says he will put enmity between the seed of the woman and the seed of the snake god.
He had seed? There is a belief, I am not saying it is true, just that it is what they believe. (There is so much to put to paper I apologise if I scramble everything up). There is the belief that the fruit Eve partook of was sexual, that the snake god who can appear in any form took on a desirable form and lay with Eve, and that Adam too partook of the fruit after Eve convinced him, that Adam too lay with the snake god. They say Cain was born of the seed of the snake god. I am not stating this as truth, just that it is believed by those in darkness and it is taught to those they teach. They say that Cain was the first born and born of the snake.
There is also amongst some the belief that Adam had another wife, Lilith. Lilith is the feminine of the snake god. They believe that Cain was the seed born of union between Lilith and Adam. Able was the seed of Adam and Eve. That Lilith was first. This is important cause to them it leads the path to believing that the snake god was the true creator god and Yahweh not.
And then there is the belief that Eve bore Cain from the snake god and Able from Adam. That is very few words to describe a whole belief but I don’t want to delve into the details either, this book is not to teach anyone the ways of the dark only to attempt to put the logic behind the lies of those from where I come. And those from where you might come, if you are one for which this book is written. See, to see the lies you need to understand how the lie could be sold as they sell it in such a way that it is so close to truth it can easily be believed to be truth. But what is truth? Truth is Yahweh. Yahweh is not the God they teach us He is, as in, He is not the one that is less powerful. I will get into that aspect a bit later probably, but for now, just think on the thought that why would they spend so much time trying to convince us to never turn to Yahweh if Yahweh was less powerful than them? Cause only Someone more powerful than the unholy trinity could have the power and authority over them. If Yahweh was not more powerful, hierarchy denotes, they would not have to worry so much about Him right? Right.
Moving on. The watchers. Rebelled against God and took for themselves wives of the daughters of man. They had children by them. Giants were born. This is biblical and it is in the myths and legends of old too. In pretty much every legend of old there is talk of giants, demi-gods. Half human, half god.
There is a lot in the middle here. A lot that I probably won’t cover. I hope that my limited vocabulary and knowledge will be sufficient to explain the logic of their belief.
The bible talks of the sins of the fore-fathers passed to generations. See, this is how I understand the logic in my limited ability. When Yahweh created Adam, He breathed life into him, He breathed spirit into Adam. Eve He formed from Adams rib. Ribs contain bone marrow responsible for forming blood cells. He made Eve from Adam. The spirit is contained in the blood. It’s the blood that keeps the spirit in the body, that gives physicality to it. The spirit is in the blood. We are spirit. We are spirit confined to physicality for a time frame. When the blood dies the spirit detaches as there is nothing holding it to the physical being any longer. The spirit is in the blood. When He made Eve from the rib of Adam, Adams spirit which was breathed of Yahweh, flowed through her giving life.
Before we get into the giants. I need to explain something. The bible talks of the anti-christ. In the beginning God created Adam and he had a son Able. Able was pleasing to God, his sacrifice was accepted. Cain was not.
In the New Testament God became flesh in His Son Jesus Christ who was born of God and the virgin Mary. Jesus was accepted, His sacrifice was accepted by Yahweh. Whats missing? Thats right, where is the Cain in the New Testament. The Cain of the New Testament, the anti-christ, needs to be born of the dark and the virgin Mary. What are they trying to do? Simple, they are trying to use the DNA of Mary to create a child with the DNA of Mary and the spirit of the dark, the anti-christ. He has to be the brother of Jesus as was Cain the brother of Abel. This is a secret that I should not discuss further but the DNA of Mary is the “Holy Grail” that they really seek although they claim to be the keepers of the secret, the secret being two fold, what they are attempting and the DNA they already claim to have. The anti-christ will be the brother of Jesus through sharing a common mother, like the belief that Cain and Able were bothers only through the common bond in mother. This is believed by “them”, from where I come. I am not sure how many believe this world wide but I am pretty sure it is the secret of a rather large faction.
The fallen angels who took for them wives and bore children who were giants. Those giants did not have the spirit of God in them as their fathers were fallen angels and they were not therefore of the descendants of Adam.
The fallen angels were bound in the bowels of the earth by God.
This is were I need to put in my two cents worth of what makes logic sense to me, see, I need logic, I need to understand. I needed to understand why in the Old Testament the giants that were born to the fallen Angels mixing with the daughters of men had to be terminated. God instructs those of the Old Testament to kill all the giants. He shows no mercy on them even though they were born of a woman and therefore had legal right to the earth. If God is a merciful God, where was His Mercy? So I did a little research and this is what I came up with.
This part I want to actually quote the Bibles chapter on. Why? Cause its important in our understanding of what we were taught to be truth and what is truth. And this part has a “special” interest to me, and I am sure many other survivors too.
Now the serpent was more crafty than any of the wild animals the Lord God had made. He said to the woman, “Did God really say, ‘You must not eat from any tree in the garden’?”
Firstly I want to note that like Adam and Eve were aware of God, they walked with Him, so too are they aware of the serpent. However the key to note here is that they are not aware of the knowledge of good and evil. So they do not know that there is anything else apart from what they know. Also they have just been created, its not that they were spirit and became physical, that they had any awareness of a life other than what they had. In other words they were pretty naive.
Secondly I want to point out that the bible is translated as the word serpent. Now it is interesting to note here that man saw God in His Image. And they saw Lucifer in his form.
So what did Lucifer look like? Lucifer was a Seraphim angel. Now what did they look like?
“Divine creatures from the Old Testament, associated with the Cherubim, and later taken to be angels. The root of Seraphim comes either from the Hebrew verb saraph (‘to burn’) or the Hebrew noun saraph (a fiery, flying serpent). Because the term appears several times with reference to the serpents encountered in the wilderness (Num. 21.8, Deut. 8.15; Isa. 14.29; 30.6), it has often been understood to refer to “fiery serpents.” From this it has also often been proposed that the seraphim were serpentine in form and in some sense “fiery” creatures or associated with fire.
They are described as very tall, with six wings and four heads, one for each of the cardinal directions. One pair of wings are for flying, one for covering their eyes (for even they may not look directly at God), and one for covering their feet They are in the direct presence of God.
Also, important to note is that the Hebrew Old Testament text uses the word Nachash, which is transalated as serpent. Nachash is a primitive root; property, to hiss, i.e. whisper a (magic) spell; generally, to prognosticate: KJV-- X certainly, divine, enchanter, (use) X enchantment, learn by experience, X indeed, diligently observe.
Angels have knowledge. And so too do fallen angels. Lucifer was using magic to influence Eve.
2 The woman said to the serpent, “We may eat fruit from the trees in the garden, 3 but God did say, ‘You must not eat fruit from the tree that is in the middle of the garden, and you must not touch it, or you will die.’”
4 “You will not certainly die,” the serpent said to the woman.
5 “For God knows that when you eat from it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.”
6 When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it.
7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
8 Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the Lord God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the Lord God among the trees of the garden.
9 But the Lord God called to the man, “Where are you?”
10 He answered, “I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid.”
11 And he said, “Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?”
12 The man said, “The woman you put here with me—she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.”
13 Then the Lord God said to the woman, “What is this you have done?”
The woman said, “The serpent deceived me, and I ate.”
It is interesting to note that Lucifer who was cast from heaven because He wanted to be God, convinced Eve with the same desire, “And you will be like God”.
But what is particularly interesting is Gods reaction to their partaking from the tree of knowledge.
First God curses Lucifer, making him the lowest of all the animals, the opposite of the rank he once held as an Angel and the opposite of his desire to be God. Lucifer was full of pride, thought highly of himself, and thought that He could go against the instruction of God when he deceived Eve. Now he would spend his days as the lowest of low. And, what is interesting is that He says he will put enmity between Lucifer and Eve, between Lucifers offspring and her offspring. He does not speak of Adam here, of putting enmity between Lucifers offspring and Adams offspring.
And also the reference that Lucifer has offspring. The fact that God refers to Lucifers offspring shows that angels have the ability to recreate. However on that note there is reference in the Bible that tells that when God created angels they were created in a limited amount. God created all the angels. But with man He only created Adam and Eve and instructed them to full the earth. To recreate. Also Jesus talks of angels and having no need to marry or have offspring. This shows that the number of Angels created was created in its entirety and there was no intent of increasing their number, for whatever reason God had. But mans number He did not determine. That is also an interesting point.
Second God curses woman, giving her severe pain in childbearing and labour. And making her desire after her husband who will rule over her.
Interesting that God would curse woman with pain in giving birth as her punishment for partaking of the fruit of a tree? It makes one wonder what connection the partaking of the tree had to do with giving birth? It makes one wonder if there is perhaps a sliver of truth to the belief that Eve lay with Lucifer.
Also interesting to note that God “cursed” her to desire after her husband. That makes one wonder if she was not “desiring” Adam, for one. And secondly makes one wonder if He felt the need to ensure that she remained loyal in her marriage. As if she desired others? And thirdly, God curses her to be ruled by her husband. That infers that up to that point there was no “authority” given to man over woman, they were equal. And considering Eve was the first to be tempted and then made Adam also partake, says that now God was removing Eve’s ability to tempt her husband or to go against her husbands wishes, as from then on, she was ruled by Adam. God took from Eve her right to act independently without first gaining the approval of her husband in her actions.
Third God curses the ground, which is interesting. He does not curse Adam, He curses the ground because of Adam. But not Adam. Adam however will pay with having to work hard to get the ground to produce for him all the days of his life. But He does not curse Adam.
14 So the Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this,
“Cursed are you above all livestock
and all wild animals!
You will crawl on your belly
and you will eat dust
all the days of your life.
And I will put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring[a] and hers;
he will crush[b] your head,
and you will strike his heel.”
16 To the woman he said,
“I will make your pains in childbearing very severe;
with painful labor you will give birth to children.
Your desire will be for your husband,
and he will rule over you.”
17 To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’
“Cursed is the ground because of you;
through painful toil you will eat food from it
all the days of your life.
It will produce thorns and thistles for you,
and you will eat the plants of the field.
By the sweat of your brow
you will eat your food
until you return to the ground,
since from it you were taken;
for dust you are
and to dust you will return.”
20 Adam[c] named his wife Eve,[d] because she would become the mother of all the living.
Interesting that during the time they “sinned” and the time it took for God to clothe them afterward, Adam named his wife Eve. He named her Eve as Eve meant the mother of all the living things. Which is interesting that Adam would choose this moment to name her. Why had he not named her before or left it until after God was finished dealing with them? Or could it be that he was made aware that Eve was pregnant? That she was to be a mother?
21 The Lord God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them. 22 And the Lord God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever.”
23 So the Lord God banished him from the Garden of Eden to work the ground from which he had been taken.
The fact that God is banishing Adam from the Garden of Eden shows that the Garden of Eden was a place of specific value to God. And that God needed to protect it from Adam, says that trust had been broken.
24 After he drove the man out, he placed on the east side[e] of the Garden of Eden cherubim and a flaming sword flashing back and forth to guard the way to the tree of life.
The above chapter is of interest to me based on things I “know” that I choose to no longer believe as truth without checking it against the bible. Hence this whole exploration of text.
Now lets see why God had no mercy on the giants if they were born of woman and God is a merciful God, why show no mercy for them.
After doing a little research, I came to the below logic. That God showed no mercy on the giants as they did not have His Spirit flowing through their blood for their fathers were fallen Angels and therefore their spirit was not of God’s Spirit.
This is purely my logic and just the way I understand the logic of it.
We were created in the image of God, in His likeness. Therefore we were created with the same characteristics of God. Man was not created knowing evil. For if he was there would be no need for the tree of knowledge. Man would already know. We were created to desire the things of God. Love, Compassion, Humility, and all of Gods characteristics. It was our natural nature to live by these. We did not know any other way. The thing about having knowledge of good and of evil is that without that knowledge you don’t have the understanding of why good is good. We were created with an awareness of God. We were not originally created with an awareness of Lucifers deceitful spirit.
Man walked with God on the earth in those days. Daily. Think about that. Not only could man enter the presence of God in the Garden of Eden, but man was in charge of this Garden. But there were two trees he was not to eat of. The tree of knowledge and the tree of life.
Angels are eternal beings with intelligence. When God made mankind, He formed Adam and then breathed into him giving him life. God is the creator of life. He created man with the ability to create. He created the creation process that takes 23 pairs of chromosomes, half from the male and half from the female, and from them offspring is created. When God created Adam He breathed into him to give him life. But first He created the physicality of Adam, then He breathed into him, joining His Spirit with Adams physicality giving Adam life. When he created Eve he created her from the rib of Adam. He created Adam physically and then breathed His Spirit into him giving him life. (Man is a three part being. Body (physical), mind/soul (intelligence), and spirit). God breathed His Spirit into man. And from that He created woman. Therefore woman was created from the physicality of man and the spirituality of man, for if woman did not take of mans spirit then God would of also breathed life into her in order for her to live. This is important as life is contained in the spirit. It is interesting to note that it is bone marrow that creates blood cells, the ribs contain marrow which creates blood cells. When the spirit separates its connection with the body, the body dies. The connection that holds the spirit to the body is in the blood. This is why there is power in the blood. But it is important to note that woman was created completely from man. The Bible also speaks of the sins of the fore-fathers being passed down generation to generation. Not the sins of the fore-parents, or fore-mothers but the sins of the fore-fathers. This tells me that in the creation of life, there is a transference of spirit from the fathers seed to the mothers egg. But that in producing the egg in the mothers body, there is no transference of spirit. The mothers blood does not mix with the fetal blood during pregnancy either and as the spirit is contained in the blood, there is no spiritual transference.
The father determines the gender of a child by the y chromosome which only males have. A woman has two x chromosomes (one being inactive) in her DNA. A man has an x and a y chromosome. If the y chromosome is is inherited from the father, the child will be male. if the x is inherited the child will be female. This chromosome is unique to males. If the spirit is contained in the blood, and the blood type of a child is determined by the parents, being A B AB or O, meaning the A antigen, B antigen is present or O, and this is not determined from the father but depends on both parents, then it cannot be the means by which a spirit transference from father to child takes place. But there is another antigen, the only blood type antigen that is found in X and Y chromosome known as the Xg antigen. And although little is known of this antigen, it is known to be an adhesive, it is a protein that is found on the red blood cells and has adhesive qualities, kinda like the glue that holds the blood cells together. Interesting that it is linked to the xy chromosome, the only pair of chromosomes that is unique in the manner that only the male can contain the y chromosome. A male has one x and one y. The Xg antigen is the same on both. So regardless if the father passes his x chromosome or his y chromosome the Xg antigen is passed from father to child. The child receives this antigen from both the mother and the father but because of its placement in the only pair that has a unique inheritance from the father, and the fact that it is an adhesive protein, used for attaching, like glue, and the fact that the sins of the father are passed to the third and fourth generation means that the spiritual transference that takes place has to be done so in the spiritual dna contained in the xy chromosomes. And it has to be of blood, as the spirit is contained in the blood, which the xg antigen is a blood type group. and as a spiritual transference means the attachment of a spirit and the adhesive nature of the xg antigen is known, well, this tells me that possibility for a spirit transference to occur between father and child and not mother and child is possible through the xy chromosome passed from father to child. Just as the male has the unique ability to determine gender, so does the male have the unique ability to transfer the consequence of his “sins” to his child.
We also know that Jesus was born without sin. That He had to be born into this world in order to legally have any authority over it, as He had to be man, as man was given authority. That it was the only way that God could acquire a position of authority without going against His Word when He gave all authority to man. So being born of a woman means that you only inherit the spiritual attachments of the consequences of sin from your father, and as His Father was of a divine nature, He could be born without sin. As no matter what sin Mary might of carried, He would not inherit any of it.
And the fact is, no matter which way you choose to look at it, man was created by His Creator, for His Creator. And created with a connection to His Creator. And to go against the purpose he was created for, to go against the desires of His Creator is to “sin”. And man knows instinctively that which is Good, that which is the desire of His Creator. Man has a conscious. An awareness of God and Who He Is. And to choose to defy that which he knows pleases God and to rather please himself, that puts man against His Creator. Our free will is to choose to worship our Creator, or to choose not to worship Him.
And the fact is, man was created by God and God loved His creation. So much so that He put His creation above the Angels. He favoured us from the moment He created us.
Lucifer, does not favour us. He does not love us. He wants only one thing. To be “God”. To be the Ruler over all. And the only way he can fill his desire to be “God” is to be worshipped by the very creation that God favoured. He cares only about winning the battle. The battle to determine who this favoured creation chooses to worship, whom this favoured creation chooses to make their God. He cares only to prove to God that God is not as loved as God loves. He comes not for our well being, but for his selfish motive. And he has no love for us. He comes only to destroy. He is the deceiver. And man is easily deceived. The point you need to understand is that the truth of the matter is that God is for mankind, Lucifer is against mankind.
So getting back to the giants. They were born of Fallen Angels mingling with the daughters of man. Their spirit comes from their fathers, the fallen Angels. The fallen Angels each had knowledge of various “arts” which they taught to men. The giants were all killed off and buried in the earth. Their spirits would of been passed down to the generations and their arts and knowledge continued by those who were influenced by this. Nothing in life is stagnant. It either grow or dies. It does not remain as is, even if it grows or dies at a very slow pace it is still not stagnant.