Inside My Soul

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Summary

Ride with Benjamin Lawrence on a magic carpet ride through the depths of his soul and straight into the heart of God. A deep, powerful and authentic story that will capture your heart like no other. Benjamin Lawrence III, a middle-aged, narcissistic and very successful owner of a stock brokerage firm, hasn’t quite treated the world like he should have. After his wife leaves him, a strange nefarious shadow swallows him whole sending him into a tailspin, inside of his own soul. Raines, a true artist at heart, has lived quietly in the shadows of Benjamin's success as a housewife and mother for over twenty years and finally breaks out on her own, leaving the marriage behind. It’s a new world for her, as she now moves into a yellow townhome complex full of comical neighbors and humorous debacles. But was leaving Ben really the key to her happiness? And Leo, their seventeen year old son, is an extremely brilliant teenage boy, who calls himself a half-goon and falls head over heels in love with his first girlfriend, Becca. But he is backed into the backed into the corner by Becca’s ex boyfriend’s incessant bullying and threats. He grapples with his last few weeks of high school, facing one of society’s biggest and unresolved problems—gun violence in schools. A story that grips your soul unraveling the truth of today's most prevalent issues in society.

Status:
Complete
Chapters:
18
Rating:
5.0 1 review
Age Rating:
18+

Prologue

Prologue

I will never forget that dream— the one where I had died. I was floating down a beautiful canal on a wooden raft. I knew in the dream that if I got to the very end, I would meet with God. The dream then presented me with a choice. Go to the end or go back home. This narrow river or canal—or wherever I was—was the most beautiful place I had ever seen, which words cannot describe. But what struck my mind the most was this big, gorgeous, white bird. It was flying over the water. It looked like a swan or egret, only even more beautiful. The further I got down the river, I began to panic, because I knew I still had unfinished business. My choice was to go back home. Immediately, the dream rewound and I woke up, and I started another day in my broken world.

Ever since, that white bird holds extreme significance in my life. It’s in my prayers.

Almost every day, I get down on my knees and pray. I pray for Ben. I pray so hard that he will see the light—a light for us . . . a light for our son. And through this light, we would love each other again, the way we use to. Over and over again, I pray. And each time, I think of that white bird. I picture the bird carrying all of my prayers way up through the sky and placing them right before God’s throne.

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