11/10/19 10:00 PM
This is my first time writing to you,
I hope it doesn't suck.
I miss you.
I think about you every day.
I wonder what I could've done to prevent what happened to you.
You were my best friend.
I thought the universe of you.
I miss the way you would smile.
I miss the way you would laugh.
I even miss the way you talked about your boyfriend.
You were so beautiful to me.
I looked up to you so much.
You were basically my family.
That's why I am now broken.
I am broken without you.
I broke down when I saw the article about you.
I still break down.
I've learned to hide it better now.
The sadness, that is.
I'm sure you wouldn't want me to cry over it.
Especially not this much.
Did you know, I have memory problems.
I started realizing it a few years ago.
It's all because of an incident in elementary school.
I thought I would remember everything we did together.
But it's getting hard.
I try my best to remember.
But I fail.
So this, my beautiful friend, is so I will forever remember you.
Forever & Always,