Chapter Five - Finland 2009 to 2012
Sometimes, I sensed PAM was a work of great importance, and at others; nothing more than a pointless obsession, with the initial purpose of providing a soundtrack to the short films rendered ineffective by a variety of circumstances, and its unexpected goal, to change the world, a mere delusion, which led to a sporadic online publication of the work.
I continued to edit and polish PAM, but felt like writing something new, so I started blogging. However, my mental health wasn’t at its best, so a good deal of my blogs were quite odd. One of the first, which dealt with Internet infamy, was perhaps the most well thought out of all, and forms the following chapter.