kill me with those words

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Summary

how i grew up

Genre:
Other / Adventure
Author:
blackpanda
Status:
Ongoing
Chapters:
1
Rating:
n/a
Age Rating:
18+

Chapter 1

Hello, so here i am writing somehow for myself and maybe for someone else, isn't it amazing?

Please, let me first introduce myself, a young teenager who is a maximalist in everything(that's what my parents say), the eldest daughter in a quit usual family-except that both my parents are sick with some curious diseases but lets not mention it. Today this stage is mine and i want to already explain why i'm writing.

For the last five almost six years i have been going through something that might look usual to everyone as we all go through some shit in our long and crazy life. People always say that life is hard so maybe what i am going trough is just part of those adventures that we all have but here comes the point. I'm already sick of life and her presents for me. No, i don't want you to think that i want to kill myself-it would be too easy for us to just escape the hardship and i don't want people to remember me as the one who got away...

It all started in fifth grade. Me, a young girl who is just 10 and trying to be the best in every part of her life, the best student, the smartest in lots of situations but than suddenly just a few words that killed me from the inside. The words that started all of this and i cant believe that words have so much impact on us, our life and way of thinking about ourselves. "I weigh 55" said the fattest girl in my class. I never thought my weight because why, i always felt so beautiful and smart, why would i weigh myself but i did it. That day i saw 55 and that's how it all started...

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