"Your'e blessed with baby girl " doctor said .
**Before the birth of baby month back **
It's eighth month of my pregnancy and my family started telling me that they are expecting baby boy . My mother in law Harley just keep telling me we want boy . Which always make me so anxious and depressed . Many time i just overthink and end up crying in my bed and feel so sorry for my baby which is in my womb that just because of me my baby is suffering . I started talking to my baby that i will protect him/her no matter what .
* 9th Month *
I had a big fight with justin today . Idk why he don't understand that this is god blessing we can't do anything in it. Instead of understanding and encouraging he keep telling me why we need boy . But some time he is okay with any gender which gives me little bit relief .
"You're like ur mother ! I Hate You."I am so stupid who think you will understand me . I heard julie walking out and then i heard a loud voice of slamming door.
I wanted to stop her i know but she is pissed off and need sometime.
After three hours when i came back to our room she is sitting in corner sobbing . When i tried to hug her she turned her side. I know i keep telling her what my mom said about our future baby which make her so angry at me . After sitting in 15 minute awkward silence she stand up and make her way to balcony .
I followed her and try to apologize but she is so mad at me . I am regretting so much right now .
After calming her down i give her a long big hug and kissed her forhead and make sure that i will never talk about gender of our baby . When i asked why she got so mad just for talking about gender then she told me that my mom taunted and keep telling her that they are expecting baby boy which make her so sad and depressed .
I promise her that i always be on her side no matter what . I love this women more than anything in this world..