Standing in the big body length mirror I smiled at myself. It had felt like I haven't smiled this much or been this happy since forever.
My makeup was done to perfection, I had a natural look and some pretty long lashes that completely the pretty hazel contacts in my eyes.
My wedding dress was a pretty white mermaid dress with gold and royal blue thread and lace that fitted me like a glove.
My heels were custom diamond encrusted gladiator heels and they looked so cute with the cut of slit on the side of my leg.
Brushing my hair down a little.
I was finally officially about to become Mrs, Dream Scott-Johnson. After eight years and nine months of being with Kaydee I had finally seen myself at my happiest.
After all the shit I done went through, and put up with I had finally made it to the point where I finally wanted to be.
Getting married was something I always wanted to do but I never seen myself getting married to Kaydee.
That nigga had done put me through more shit than I could bare and I was for sure that I was never going to marry his goddamn ass.
"You look so beautiful mommy." My two going on three year old daughter, Star said smiling up at me.
Aww my baby was truly the most beautiful thing in this world to me. "You look so pretty too baby, you ready to see daddy?" I asked making her smile so big.
"Yes!" She yelled grabbing her basket with the rose petals standing by the door.
"We ready Dream." My cousin, Layloni said with a smile so big on her face.
I knew she was happy for me. If nobody was happy for me then for sure she was.
Me and Layloni had been closer than any other family member and closer than any "friend" I had.
Taking a deep breath I smiled making sure my heels were secure so I didn't bust my ass in front of all the people here.
After watching everybody go out the door and down the isle I was ready.
"You got this bitch." I said to myself. Lord knows I deserved this and I deserved to be happy.
It seemed like despite all the bullshit I faced being with Kaydee that no matter what it was he seemed to always make me happy.
It had been times where I swore up and down that I was done with this man but it never failed to amaze me on how much bullshit that was.
Because everytime I tried to leave him alone we just kept getting back in the same situations.
Maybe it was because I knew for a fact that no other man had and would ever love me as much as Kaydee did.
"It's your turn." The wedding director stated.
Smiling I started walking down the isle as You Are by Charlie Wilson played.
Butterflies is what I feel inside
And every time it's like my first time ooh wee
And I can never find the words to say
You're the perfect girl
You're made for me
It's so easy to love you baby
We're compatible, incredible and natural we are
And girl I've never felt this way before
From the bottom of my heart
Baby girl I just wanna tell you that you are
The reason I love
The reason I trust
God sent me an angel
You are, the best in the world
A wonderful girl
Knowing you by my side
Brings tears to my eyes
Standing in front of Kaydee I looked at him wiping the tears from my eyes.
He looked so handsome standing there in his royal blue suit with the biggest smile showing his deep ass dimples and pretty white teeth.
"Don't cry baby." He said grabbing my hand hugging me. "You look so sexy, I'm finna tear that pussy up." He whispered making me laugh.
Wiping my eyes I stood back in front of him.
"Dearly beloved we are gathered here today to join this man KaDarrien Johnson and this woman Dream Scott in holy matrimony." The Pastor said.
Looking up seeing Kaydee with the brightest smile staring at me with his pretty light brown eyes.
Spotting the tattoo reading "Dream" in cursive with stars and the say we met.
God knew he had blessed this motherfucker and I thanked him everyday for letting his ass land right in my lap.
"I hear that you both have made vows so let's hear them."
"KaDarrien please state for vows."
Clearing his throat he looked around and then locked his eyes directly on me and smirked.
"Y'all know I ain't to good at expressing myself but this not about me, it's about my baby."
"When I first met Dream, Lord knows I put my baby through it and I apologize for that. It was me being young, dumb and not knowing exactly what I had." He said.
"It took me eight years, nine months, fourty eight hours and -" Looking down at the rolex he had on his wrist he continued.
"And exactly twenty six seconds for me to finally get my shit together, Shit I loved you from that exact moment that you decked me in my eye for cheating on you."
"That's how I knew you wasn't taking or putting up with my bullshit and for that I love you, then you gave me my first son and even though he didn't make it and I take the blame for that you still stuck with me." He said with a tear dropped down his face.
Grabbing his hand I wiped the tear away. "You continued putting up with my bullshit even though you wanted to leave and everybody said you should've."
"You stayed around and thugged it out with me, when I lost it all you was there on my side helping me get it back."
"If I needed a shooter you would still stay down and shoot no questions asked. Through it all you stayed and you gave me our second born Star and baby you gave me the best thing I could ever ask for." He smiled looking over at Star who was waving so happily at him.
"Baby I just wanna say thank you for loving me and my bullshit for eight years and I can't wait to spend forever more with you, I love you baby." He said smiling down at me wiping my tears I didn't know had fell.
"Dream, please go ahead with yours."
Taking the paper from Layloni. "KaDarrien, When I met you eight years ago lord knows the last thing I ever did was think I would be standing here with you getting married."
"We've been through hell but most importantly we've been through the better parts of my life. When I first met you I told you "I've been down this road before and I'd be damned if I do it again and go through the same hurt" I remember telling you this but I also remember you telling me that as long as there was breath in your body you would never put me through that hurt."
Taking a deep breath I felt myself about to cry.
"When you lost your mama I had felt that pain for you, when you lost Cudi I had also felt that pain and even though we weren't together at the time the love I had for you was still there and it had gotten stronger because out of that whole time we were together you had finally showed me who you were and how vulnerable you really ready to be around me."
Feeling my voice crack he continued wiping my tears.
"But when I lost my mama, my three brothers Saint, Cypress, and Kairo you were there for me through the grief and me feeling like I was ready to die."
"When I was at my lowest at the time you stayed ten toes down and made sure no matter the pain, hurt, and grief I would go through that you would still be there to stand in the rain and storm with me and that's when I knew that I was in love with you."
"When we lost King you told me that you felt like nothing in your life was going good and I seemed to be the only thing that made you feel better which let me know even though I was crazy and baby I mean crazy as fuck."
Making a few people laugh I continued.
"You were willing to stick by me and be there through the good, bad, and the ugly, when we had Star you made sure that we had the world like a real man and baby for that you are loved and truly appreciated for."
"Despite all the fucked up things you've out me through, all the bad things you've done, all the bad choices I've made, you've made, and we've mad together the one choice that will and always remained the same was choosing and picking you."
"And if I had to choose you again I would pick you one hundred times more. Making the choice to love you, starting a family and marrying you had to be one of the best ones I've had yet to make."
"Thank you for loving me unconditionally, and giving me two of the best blessings I could have ever asked me, I love you with my whole heart KaDarrien Johnson." I said while he mouthed "I love you."
"I love you too." I mouthed back.
"KaDarrien, do you take this women to be your wife, to live together in holy matrimony, to love her, to honor her, to comfort her, and to keep her in sickness and health, forsaking all others for as long as you both shall live." The pastor finished.
"Like hell, I do!" He yelled making everybody burst out laughing.
Shaking my head I laughed.
"Ok then." The pastor laughed.
"Dream, do you take this man to be your husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, to comfort him, snd to keep him in sickness and health, forsaking all others for as long as you both shall live."
"I do." I said with the biggest smile on my face.
"Ok repeat after me." He said nodding at Kaydee of us.
"I KaDarrien take you Dream, to be my wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health to love and to cherich, till death do us part."
Looking at me the pastor said "Repeat after me."
"I Dream take you KaDarrien, to be my husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, for love and to cherish, till death do us part." I repeated feeling my heart flutter staring at Kaydee.
I was just ready to kiss my baby.
"Do you guys have the rings?" He asked. Looking back Kaydee signaled to Cudi's son Jsinn to bring the rings.
Picking up his ring he picked up mine.
"Ok both repeat after me." Nodding we both repeated.
"With this ring I give you a token and pledge of my concent of faith and abiding love." We both repeated.
Slipping the rings on each other's fingers.
"With the power vested in me I know pronounce you Husband and wife."
"You may now kiss the bride." He said to Kaydee. Grabbing me he kissed me and I immediately kissed back.
Feeling his tongue enter my mouth I could feel him pulling me closer. Pulling away I smiled at him "I love you baby." I said. "Shit girl I love you more." He said smiling down at me.
"By the state of New Orleans, Louisiana, I know give you Mr and Mrs. KaDarrien Johnson."
Walking down the isle he grabbed Star hand as we walked down the isle.
"Come on baby, walk in front me me and daddy." I said as everybody cheered while we walked.
Halfway near the door somebody busted through it letting bullets rang through the air.
Feeling two stinging feelings in my chest I knew I had gotten shot.
Pulling both me and Star down Kaydee covered both of us.
Feeling blood seeping through my dress I looked down seeing blood coming from Star.
"Ahhhhhh!" I faintly yelled seeing her cough up blood. Feeling my eyes start to shut I could hear Kaydee.
"Come on Star baby wake up!" He yelled crying. "Come on baby!!"
Blurred I could seem him looking over at me.
"Stay with me Dream, come on baby don't leave me! We just got married you can't leave me! Me and Star need you baby, wake up for me please!" He yelled and that's all I heard before everything went dead.
-The Fast Life: Dream & Kaydee