Love, Lust, or Something Else

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Chapter 30: Who I am?

Who am I are the thoughts

that are always running
through my mind searching
my whole life everywhere
I could but only more
questions is all I ever find, I
know my name that is for
sure I mean unless I was
actually switched at birth, I
know who my family is
At least most the time, yet
there is a nagging
questions that fills me from
inside as if my heart and
soul are always getting
confused causing me
to always run yet there
is never any place to hide
from me, so who am I? I
know that I am an addict
and I will always be once
Addicted to drugs and
alcohol now just relationships
that are very harmful to the
person who is me, I have been
a father to my four sons albeit
Not very good, and I have
been a son to my father and
a brother and even a mother
fucker yet I keep searching
for who and where I am
supposed to be, so I looked
somewhere I never looked
before when I died and saw
God and some angels who
said to me wrong place wrong
time but here is a gift for you
to find out what you have been
looking for and a Poet is who
I now be you see now I can
Talk to my soul and listen
to what my heart has to say
We call that poetry it has help
heal me and so many others
yet I am still to this day looking
for who I am, I think maybe I
was born to late that is why
I am lost in this world
because I believe that there is
not many people that still
think that true love exist
and happily ever after is
not only in fairy tales, and
that once upon a time happens
for everyone not just for fairy tale
prince and princess, even
candle lit dinners and moonlit
walks in the park you see that
Is part of who I am, finding
peace within myself is whom
I would like to be.

When I tried to sleep last night and dream about you, I could not because you were already living in all the ink of my emotions.

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