Love, Lust, or Something Else

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Chapter 36: Sometimes.

Sometimes when our hearts get

confused about somebody
that we meet either
by chance while we are just
walking down the street or
even with people that are
already in our lives who just
maybe indubitably without
a doubt maybe with a
bit of uncertainly could be
in our fate.
We are all lonely, unhappy
with our current status, just
wanting some companionship
while we are all looking for love
and happiness which we all know
nowadays trying to find
in this topsy-turvy, crazy,
backwards, broken world in
which we live is a battle and
such a scary and very harrowing
feat, then on top of all of that
confused craziness, we just do not
know which way to turn or even
what way we should go, so what
do we do? You know being all
smart since we are the most
intelligent mammals on this
earth, right? At least
we think we are, anyways for
some stupid reason
we start to look for the answers
with the recesses
of our minds knowing that it
got us into
this mess to begin with, but
what if by chance
that it has no answer and it
just is as confused
too? I mean you and I already
know that since
your brain can never ever
agree with our heart
because it gets us in trouble
all the time and lies
it say who hold on so it says
We then most certainly now
know that this means
there will now be a war between
what may be right
and what may be wrong and how
we think that we may feel, so
tell me do we ignore what they both a
must say? I mean damn now we
are in a tug a war on the inside
and we cannot stick our head in the
sand no wanting to understand, so
now we become very frustrated
with ourselves causing
many sleepless nights and
very tired days.
So here we go with the question
again asking ourselves
over and over, which way should
we go our hearts say
yes and our heads say no?
Hey maybe I do know
we have not asked ourselves from
deep down to see
about what our souls needs
to say, so we ask it and
nope it is staying completely
out of the way, just standing
back, while watching this fight
being very quiet for once
in our life, just snickering
waiting on the outcome and
wanting to see who will win
this round? Now what should
we do? Just give up on loving
someone? Walk away from
somebody loving you? Well I
say that we should
grab a piece of blank paper or
even two and good working
pen and then start writing down
everything that we are feeling
make a list of all the good things
you know about this one
and what maybe bad about
that one, try it sometime
it really can be a lot of fun
because you see I really
do believe, that putting down
on paper about what we
feel inside helps make the right
decisions and is healing
and writing it down can help
you make it through
almost anything that comes
our way making it
easier for us to say to
ourselves or anyone that we need.
Although being a Poet I
am bias about what I
write but I do know that
it would be a great
place to begin to maybe give
us sight into what we fight
about inside. So try this and
draw two straight lines right
down the middle of the page
and then sit down, relax,
take a deep breath and just
start to write and let it
all start to flow because I
know that you will be amazed
when you open up and bare you
heart, mind, and soul.
I myself have been writing
down about many of the
wonderful people that I have
met these last few years
through all of the laughter
and many tears, and I am
still so very damn confused
on which way I need to go for
when it comes to relationships
and love I am always
lost as hell, and I just may
never know, what the answers
should be, so I will stick with
my own advice and I will keep
writing down my story for all
of you to read, for the war inside
of me that rage every single day
may never end, in fact they will
always be fighting against each other
to decide what is right no
matter which way I turn to face,
but I do know this for sure if
I can make you laugh, or think, or
help you out no matter what
your religion is or your gender, your
preference for love or even
where you come from, color or race
then I have done my job again
with the gift that God has
given to me helping you forget
your own problems for
even just one quick minute
and as you read this piece
then I did my part to bring
laughter, make you stop and
think, spread a smile for all
of my people whom I do love,
the citizens of this planet together
who I call The Human Race.

Poetry is not just the rhyme of words or phrases anyone can write a sentence down on a piece of paper the difference is the ink that a Poet bleeds.

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