it pays to love

I’m no writer
A lover , you could say
I love someone,who is heartless and rude.
He is dark and mysterious
But I know his little secret,
I’m his ifrit ,his inner goddess
But,
He left me...,why?
Money I had thought
but I was wrong ,very wrong , very very wrong
he came in my life again ...I refused ’can just borrow you, for atleast a week ’he asked
I refused
but still he took me with him
and all the happiness love left in him ‘why won’t you let me go’?had I the right to ask him that?
His face turned into a frown ,
‘Hell would freeze before I let you go’
I fell for him ,again
I gave him my heart but he took my soul
′ you are my downfall, you need to stay away from me’
And again
He left

Now I have decided,
my little adventure here is over ,
I think I should go for a sleep,
A deep ,deep sleep, that I wish, I never wake up from......