Just Crying
When I’m fragile
Others try to intrude
Asking me awkward questions
As if they had a clue
Very few know what I’ve been through
Days in life can be hard
How can you feel so happy?
When your world is falling apart?
I envy those the most
That are able to plaster themselves
With fake happiness
Smiles and aching jaws
As my body slumps onto the floor
I am a mess once again
Clock ticks each second
Adding more onto the heartbreaks
Dreaming of a better heaven
That can exist on Earth
Where depression doesn’t exist
Grey clouds float away
But I am like a crow
In sorrow and in pain