Why do I keep torturing myself like this?
Why do I still want your name to light up my phone?
Why do I keep letting these things bother me?
Why do I get upset whenever I see how much you don’t care?
Why do I keep letting you ruin my life?
Why can’t I seem to let go even after everything you’ve done to me?
Why can’t I move on even though you have?
I didn’t mean anything to you.
I still don’t.
So why should you mean so much to me?