I am constantly climbing up this mountain only to fall down. Floods washing me away. Avalanches of pain covering me.
I climb up this mountain to find a new way. A way without so much pain. A way to sandy beaches and grassy hills. Where the sun always shines bright. But, I always fall back to the desert at the bottom.
I never learn. I just climb the same way again. Knowing fully well that I will just fall down.
I hope to reach the other side, every day. I know that one day I will. Don't know when or how. All I know is that I will if I keep trying.