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Feeling Suicidal

TRIGGER WARNING!!! This is something a little different. I actually wrote this in the form of a song. Obviously, you don't know the tune, so just read normally. Let me know what you think! Here we go.


Talking to the devil.

Wrapping things round my neck.

I'll find the tallest building and say, "Ah, what the heck."

Finding unused razors.

Breaking all my scissors.

I'll just keep on cutting till the pain starts sinking in.

They ask, "Are you alright?"

I say that I'm fine.

Wait until the chorus and you'll realize death is just my fate and I'm ready to resign.

I'm asking, "Are you ready?"

Are you absolutely sure?

This path I'm about to go down is gonna take a sharp turn.

Cuz I'm feeling suicidal.

I'm feeling suicidal.

I've got my noose tied to my fan and I'm about to fall.

I've had my razor on my wrist and HOPE written on my arm.

You better believe I'm a part of the rebellion.

Cuz I'm feeling suicidal.

Brace around my neck.

Bones slowly healing.

Wrist hurts from all the stitches and the poking.

Family in tears.

I don't know why.

I haven't been this happy since 2005.

Why won't they let me go?

Why can't they let me fly?

They think that I am happy but I just wanna die.

They call me their angel.

Say I'll never be alone.

But if I'm really an angel then I want to go home.

*short but simple guitar break*

I'm feeling suicidal.

I'm feeling suicidal.

I'm on the edge of the building looking over the wall.

I've had my razor on my wrist and HOPE written on my arm.

You better believe I'm a part of the rebellion.

Cuz I'm feeling suicidal.

I'm feeling suicidal.

I'm in a psych ward with no words.

They're hoping I'll be cured.

I've had a bottle of pills and a glass of liquid.

You better believe I'm trying to get better.

Cuz I don't wanna feel so flipping suicidal.

Talking to the devil.

My life was such a wreck.

I stepped off of the edge and thought, "Ah, what the heck."

If you want to know, the HOPE Rebellion is a thing going around on social media platforms. You write HOPE on your wrist to show you are against suicide. If you want to go a step further, you can draw a butterfly on the places you cut. Name it after someone you love. Draw as many as you need, but if you cut one, they all die. No scrubbing. Let it fade naturally. You can also draw on other people if you know they cut. To learn more, follow @bitchinab0ttle on TikTok. Thanks for reading!

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