I lay here in the dark,
Trying to fight my heartache.
My demons wait for me to break down
So they can help me drown
They yell at me, saying that I'm fake..
They try to tear me apart..
I feel like I'm a hollow shell.
SOME ONE FREE ME OF THIS SPELL!!
Everyone says "oh.. you're fine! You'll get over it!"
They don't know how much I want to end my life!!
All I do is try and try to explain..
BUT NO ONE LISTENS.. they don't even try to understand.
I say: the universe hates me, and the world is a mess
Because I don't know how else to express
All the pain I feel in my chest..
It's hard to stay strong..
When I feel like I'm doing everything wrong..
I CAN'T TAKE THIS HEARTACHE!!
I'm not normal..
My mind wants to die..
But my heart wants to live..
My soul is too dark for anyone to love..
I know that I have people who care for me,
But I always feel alone..
Someone save me and show me the light,
Before I fade away into the darkness of the night..