I am sorry I am worthless,
I am sorry I am ugly,
I am sorry I am useless,
I am sorry I am not what you wanted to be.
You think I am arrogant and selfish,
You think I am a bitch,
But in reality, I am in pain.
Is it so wrong to feel broken?
Is it so wrong to feel numb?
All I did was tell you how I felt while sobbing out loud,
But all you did was shout at me with anger and disgust,
Telling me I was being stupid for drowning in sadness,
Telling me I was a fool,
At that moment I wanted to disappear,
And go away for good.
As more tears started falling,
I became the drama queen,
I became the liar,
I became the one disrupting the peace of our house,
And then I realized that I was a burden.
I will hide,
I will disappear emotionally,
I will do what whatever it takes to be what you wish for me to be,
I will do your bidding,
Even if it means losing me.
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