Inside my mind is a shower of tears,
Inside my chest is a bleeding heart,
The world continues to spin despite my fears,
No one notices that I'm falling apart.
I continue on as I am told to breathe,
I breathe in to try and not feel the pain,
But the pain grows until eternally I'm as dry as a heath,
The death inside of me screaming for the rain.
I wish I could save myself from this constant strain,
To be free of the world's tug on my life,
Not even a cut helps me from the ever lasting pain,
The more I live it's like my heart's being stabbed with a knife.
I struggle in this world of which continues on,
So many times have I thought of an escape,
At the point of this my heart is long gone,
Even if I want to speak my mouth's covered with tape.
By tomorrow I'll continue to breathe and live as I eternally die,
Watch the sun rise as the world carries on,
As I watch everyone live their lives without a care if this battle I win,
Saying that people will care is one big and complete lie.