Loneliness Kills

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Chapter 2

Every single night I lay my head down for rest...I cry over him... everything reminds me of him...I can't hold back my tears like this...it hurts so damn much


I can't act how I used to act cuz it brings him into my head, I can't cry in front of people...I can't let someone get so close to me because it just minds me of how they're going to leave me...I can't let someone act protective or stuff like that because it reminds me of him...I can't act vulnerable and act like I need affection and show that I need someone to reassure me I'm loved towards people because I know that what I'm looking for will never be like how he acted towards me. It will never satisfy me unless it's him that is giving me what I need...I don't want anyone else, I want him...

The feeling of loneliness at night, and whoever I think about him is unbearable....I just what the pain to stop...to the point I feel like... taking my life... just so I can get away from this pain because it hurts so much....and no one can help me because they aren't him...it's him I want...it's him I need...


I....how can I go on with my life like this....I'm scarred...I'm scared...I'm sad...how can I find someone if I keep up with this crying, and the feeling of loneliness....how can I msle friends like this...all they'll see is this sad depressed little girl...


I can't be happy with him out of my life because it hurts to....it hurts that he's gone...it hurts that he's not here...it hurts thinking about how I'll never see him. .it hurts it hurts it hurts....

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