๐•ฌ๐–‰๐–”๐–—๐–†๐–™๐–Ž๐–”๐–“ ๐–‹๐–”๐–— ๐–™๐–๐–Š ๐•ป๐–”๐–Š๐–™๐–˜

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Summary

This book contains some of the most hectic parts of my life. It ranges from being put into mental hospitals and a suicidal plan, to figuring out my sexuality and how I identify myself. A variety of poems explain how my depression started, and where it was rooted from. On the other side of the spectrum, I talk about compassion, which was inspired by past relationships. So many different genres, so little reading.

Genre:
Poetry / Drama
Author:
cherus
Status:
Ongoing
Chapters:
5
Rating:
n/a
Age Rating:
16+

๐•ป๐–”๐–Š๐–’๐–˜ ๐–‘

๐•บ๐–๐–ž๐–Œ๐–Š๐–“ ๐–†๐–“๐–‰ ๐•ฎ๐–†๐–—๐–‡๐–”๐–“

Trees are absolutely astonishing

They produce the oxygen we need, and in return, the receive the carbon dioxide they crave

The treeโ€™s roots intertwine together

Maybe even fine another set beneath them

A set that does not belong

But a set that they urge for

Thatโ€™s how I feel as I am yours


๐•ฒ๐–š๐–Ž๐–‰๐–Š ๐•ธ๐–Š

As we move on from some people, to some places,

Varieties astonishingly include:

The bottom of the ocean,

Grains of the sand,

Moister of the rainforest,

And the coolness of the dry ice

I want to travel with you, I want to explore you

Discover my angel

Except my angel isnโ€™t from above

Sheโ€™s an angel walking on earth

With which is here to guide me


๐•ฏ๐–—๐–Š๐–†๐–’ ๐–”๐–‹ ๐–† ๐•น๐–Ž๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–’๐–†๐–—๐–Š

Every once in a while

I dream

I dream of a nightmare

That one day I will he left

The one person Iโ€™d die for will leave me

The excruciating pain I portrayed

Cannot be comprehended

With that pain I would not live

Not even time could repair me


๐•พ๐–‘๐–†๐–š๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–Š๐–— ๐•ด๐–“๐–“๐–”๐–ˆ๐–Š๐–“๐–™ ๐•ป๐–Š๐–”๐–•๐–‘๐–Š

She is my only lover

I wonโ€™t explain what Iโ€™d do for her

For it terrifies me

I know what Iโ€™d do

Kill and murder

For one person

The one designed for me


๐•พ๐–Ž๐–’๐–•๐–‘๐–ž ๐•พ๐–†๐–ž ๐•ฐ๐–›๐–Š๐–—๐–ž๐–™๐–๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œ

She asks what I love most of her

I simply say everything

Your courteous smile

Your gorgeous-like personality

Your pure intentions

The little examples that I only see

Could cause a great triumph in the world around us


๐–€๐–˜

Together we are beautiful

We are truly angelic

Hand in hand we could stop the Earthโ€™s rotation,

With only a slight touch

The gravitational pull that forces us together

It is beyond compare


๐•น๐–”๐–™๐–๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œ๐–“๐–Š๐–˜๐–˜

Chemistry in the head is intertwined

And water in the body rises to the surface

And down the face

With sorrow in the heart

And numbness in the bones

Keeps the person still

Feeling nothingness


๐”๐–†๐–ˆ๐–”๐–‡

He was a pure boy that showed nothing but love for me

We were what everyone wanted, but couldnโ€™t have

Our separate lives became difficult, and, in return, our relationship.

He got into guns and drugs

He pushed me away

He wanted to hurt me before I hurt him

Which is understandable

I received a message from him, masking himself as his mother

โ€œHe killed himself with a loaded gunโ€

For two weeks I believed this

I was madly in love with him

And the idea of him

He was gone

Until he came back

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