Rant of the Mind 1 ~ Running
My mind runs wild with doubts and insecurities
Hoping that you will provide me security
But here i am late at night wondering if I messed up
Was it how I talk or how I am silent?
No, no, no
It is you....
What Is it about you that wrecks my brain?
Why is it that I hang on to every word you say?
God what is wrong with me?!
I'm acting like a little girl who hurt her knee
Crying for you to save me and repair what's broken
But what if you don't want to?
I get it
You worry of my intentions
If what I say is the truth
Looking for anything and everything
Trying to find any statement of untruth
Do you not find me trustworthy?
Stop just stop ✋
God you over look everything
You put all the doubt into your head
Tonight just sit with the music
Let it soothe you
Let it move you
Sit and cry
Sit and laugh
But just end the rants of your mind
For tonight they seem endless.....