UP LATE WRITING
(Between a rock and a heart place)
I’m between a rock and a heart place
My head is spinning
Hit with flurries I’m on an island
In the center of a storm.
My mind is in a fragile state
I just want a clean slate
My current purgatory
Wiped away clean
I wanna awake to find it was all a dream.
I want to say I miss you
But that’s not entirely true.
What I miss is more than you
More than you could provide
More of the stuff that’s found inside.
The look in her eyes
More than her walk,
More in her way
Beauty found on the inside.
Resilient, natural, effortless
This breeze flows unpredictably
No one likes to be alone
But I’d prefer to be in a lion’s den
Than to spend another day with you
If you are not the one.
I heard them say divorce is a sin.
So is wasting time
On someone who you don’t think of as friend
So we must brace ourselves for the end.
All this time gone by, all we did right was pretend.
Hey at least there are no kids involved,
Our one positive spin!