CONDITION OF MY HEART PART 2
Was there an alternative ending
One where my demise would have been different?
Is any of this even important?
Did I receive a warning?
Have I already missed the alarm?
Was it someone close to me who did me harm?
Who am I survived by?
What did I die for?
Did I leave a legacy behind?
Will my deeds be forever remembered,
Favorably looked upon as a man who was
One of a kind?
Now that I’m finished will I be a cautionary tale
For everyone’s life to start?
Or is this another life in passing
Over the condition of my heart?
In my afterlife will I receive the answers
To all life’s great mysteries?
Will it be as important to me then
In the end?
What will matter?
Money spent, things scattered
Amongst family and friends, charity
Who felt my unwavering love, sacrifice?
Is heaven a destination or is it a part of the life
We share with each other on Earth.
What will be made of my art?
Will it be used as the final epithet
Memorialized eternally as the condition of my heart?